tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22164115049700436212024-02-07T01:20:03.727-07:00DOSS FAMILY Jessica Dosshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04845920936650639841noreply@blogger.comBlogger46125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2216411504970043621.post-89726423755646314442013-10-02T20:21:00.003-06:002013-10-08T10:59:48.718-06:00kason's baby blessingBaby blessings are always a special event. But what really makes them so special are the little guys themselves. Isn't he just the cutest little man?<br />
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I can't get over how adorable he is. The fact that I have the ability [with Adam's help of course] to make such a precious baby is mind boggling. Kason is such a light and blessing to our family. I have learned a lot about myself these past two months as I have learned to juggle two kiddos. And his joining our family has added so much to my happiness. I am seriously THE luckiest girl EVER. I have three of the sweetest boys to call my own. </div>
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And just let me end this post with a boast. I went all diy and I MADE
HIS OUTFIT [insert huge grin here]. I must say I am a little proud,
especially of his little cardigan. <br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">And please ignore that fact that Daxton is in his sweats. I swear he was dressed for church. </span></div>
Jessica Dosshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04845920936650639841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2216411504970043621.post-56663989592484511022013-09-30T17:04:00.002-06:002013-09-30T17:05:22.220-06:00potty trainingCall me crazy, but we started potty training at our house. I have a 2 month old, currently on maternity leave, trying to sell our house and keep the house straight with <s>2 kids </s>3 kids and potty train a 23 month old. Maybe I am crazy? It's going... okay. I want Dax to be using the big boy potty more than he does. He could care less really. He does however, love to sit on his fancy Cars potty seat complete with "Tow Mater without the 'Ta'" and play on mom's iphone.<br />
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will be occupied for a good 20 minutes just sitting there while I hope
we get lucky and he happens to go during that time. But man, it's not
easy on either of us. I set a timer and take the little guy potty every
20 minutes so it's a little hectic to try to have 20 minutes of playtime, 20 minutes on the pot AND watch out for accidents in between
there... and all the while taking care of a newborn. It's a handful but
he'll get it. I know he can do it. We tend to have quite the little
playtime while he sits on his lightening McQueen seat. We do puzzles,
play with marbles, read books, oh yeah, I'm sure your jealous.<br />
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This is week 2 so fingers crossed!<br />
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<br />Jessica Dosshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04845920936650639841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2216411504970043621.post-18220361618619195652013-08-22T16:39:00.000-06:002013-08-22T16:42:43.440-06:00kason's birth story<div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">I couldn't sleep the night before. I woke up that morning at 4:00 am and couldn't turn my brain off to get back to sleep. I finally got out of bed and continued my crazy nesting habits of prepping the nursery and tidying things up around the house. I read most of the literature I had on hand about breastfeeding and finally crawled back into bed to catch 30 minutes of sleep before my alarm went off. Adam gave me a blessing and together we headed to the hospital ready to meet our new son. All the while hoping things would go quickly and smoothly. </span></span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">I
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the induction my labor would start fairly quickly. </span></span>That drive to the hospital was so different than our first. We walked into labor and delivery hand-in-hand, knowing we were about to meet our son and become a family of 4. Our nurse's name was Lisa. She was really fun. A little unorthodox but fun. She had a hard time finding a vein to get my iv stared. It took 2 nurses and 3 attempts but by golly we eventually got it! By the time we got my iv and oxytocin going it was nearly 10:30 am. I had to be hooked up to not only my iv and oxtyocin, but to the monitors as well until the </span></span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">actual </span></span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">delivery took place. I would say the worst part about the whole day was not being able to eat </span></span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">anything. I wished I would have known that going into the day because I totally would have had a gigantic breakfast.</span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">My mom and little sister, Carissa came to the hospital around that time and the 4 of us spent the morning hanging out in my delivery room talking and laughing. At one point I walked out of the bathroom with my sexy gown on and danced with my iv pole singing the song from "Sleeping Beauty." The one that goes "I know you. I walked with you once upon a dream. </span></span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">The gleam in your eyes is so familiar..." That got a lot of giggles. And by sexy gown I mean t</span></span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">he one with the open back and all the holes in the front and of course the most atrocious pattern ever. I wanted to keep the mood light and happy. My goal was a positive experience for everyone. </span></span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">One of the best parts about my day was when my dad made a surprise visit with Daxton. I hadn't anticipated seeing him until his brother was born. I heard a knock on the door and saw those tiny little sneakers underneath the curtain enter the room. It made me so happy. Daxton wasn't so sure about the whole place in general and he definitely wasn't sure about mom in the hospital bed with all those cords attached to me. He was a little unsure about the whole thing. Once he warmed up to the room and everything going on he was having a total blast checking stuff out and jumping off the bench in the room. He was in such a good mood and that only increased my desire to meet his little brother. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">My oxytocin was being administered every half hour with the goal of getting my contractions to be consistent and close together, as well as increase their intensity. We attained the goal of consistent contractions every 2 minutes apart but the intensity was not strong enough to be considered active labor. I was uncomfortable during some of the contractions don't get me wrong, but it was nothing that I couldn't handle. I was still able to have fun and laugh, walk around and be happy. I just wanted so badly for the real labor to start. About mid afternoon I was starting to get discouraged and frustrated. I was having harder contractions. I was starving and not being able to eat anything only added to the situation. I was uncomfortable and feeling glum about being cooped up in the same room most of the day. </span>The <span style="line-height: 115%;">nice thing about St Als is the courtyards they have throughout labor and delivery. I finally decided I needed a change of scenary and something to shift my attitude and being able to go outside and enjoy the sunshine was exactly what did it. Adam and Carissa accompanied myself and my iv pole outside to sit and recoup. I was so much happier after that. </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 14px;">Immediately after my water broke we had progression. My contractions really started to be consistent and hard. I knew there wasn't much time before we would be meeting this little baby. As I watched the clock like a hawk for the 30 minute mark, as soon as 5:15 pm rolled around I was up and out of that bed headed straight for the bathroom. It was a long 30 minutes not only because of the unpleasantness I was experiencing with the fluid but it was hard to sit immobile during those intense contractions. I wanted to be up and moving! Here is where I got an uneasy stomach. Another sign of my hard labor. I knew at that point I was going to want an epideral. I was dilated to a 6 by this time and we got my iv administered in order to have the epideral. During that 20 minute time span Adam and I decided to go for a walk to progress things as much as we could while I was still able to be on my feet. Adam was a good sport while I weathered the contractions on our walk. I had to stop walking to concentrate and focus to get through the pain. All the while clinging to Adam for support and I'm sure squeezing very tightly on his bicep. He is such a good husband. By now he knew it was almost game time and he really stared to get excited and began to command the room and take charge. He was encouraging and in tune with exactly what I needed in each moment. It's not exactly easy to be asked loads of questions as to what you want at a time like that and honestly, you don't know what you want outside of making it through the next contraction. </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 14px;">It was now 6:50 pm and since my epidural was working and fully underway the nurse anesthetist finished what he needed and left the room. Dr Zakarian had already come to the hospital and was in labor and delivery doing charting and going over her day's work. My nurse checked to see how far I was dilated. I was now to a 9. So they called Dr. Z in and starting making preparations for delivery. The heating pad and blankets were brought in along with towels, blankets and everything we would need to welcome this baby into the world. I started to get excited and anxious knowing that I was about to meet my new son. Adam was extremely anxious and so excited. He was so sweet and kept rubbing my feet and kissing my forehead and whispering sweet words of encouragement and praise. </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 14px;">6:55 pm. I distinctively remember looking at the clock and teasing Lisa that we were going to finish this before 7:00 pm and her shift was over and I told Dr Z we were going to deliver him with two pushes. All in jokes. But that's exactly what I did. Before I even knew it was happening, Adam and Lisa each had my legs positioned and Dr Z was telling me to push. I was caught off guard with how quickly everyone was ready. Well, everyone but me. I was ill prepared for that first push but gave it everything I had. I don't think I will ever fully be able to describe the level of concentration and focus that I enter when that moment comes. It's a mental state and emotion that I can't fully put into words. It's almost like I get tunnel vision. The only person I visually focus on is Dr Z and the only one I could hear was my mom. My mom and Carissa were still in the room and I cannot say enough how wonderful it is to have my mother there. Her voice always becomes my focal point, even though I can't necessarily see her I can tell by the level of excitement in her voice how much more I will have to give. After that first push I could hear her telling me how much hair he had and how dark it was through the happy tears and emotion in her voice. When that next contraction came and Dr Z told me to push, I put everything I had left into that last exertion knowing my baby was within reach. </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 14px;">It was 7:00 pm on the dot and the next thing I knew he was in my arms and I was enjoying the sweet sound of that first cry. He was so beautiful. That perfect moment when you hold your child for the first time makes time stand still. I forgot about everyone else in the room and all the commotion that went with it. It was just him and me. That bond between mother and child growing with every passing second. What a blessing it is that families are forever. Adam was so tender and sweet. He kept kissing me on the forehead, making the moment even more tender. We were now a family of 4 and would be forever. I wish there were words to describe the flood of love and emotion those precious minutes held. There are too few experiences in life that are that tangible. We named our new baby boy Kason Allen Doss. We gave him the middle name of Allen after my dad's middle name. Kason weighed 7.3 lbs and was 19 inches long and was born just like I said he would right at 7:00 pm. </span></span></span></div>
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Jessica Dosshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04845920936650639841noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2216411504970043621.post-19874635996886594182012-11-03T15:54:00.001-06:002012-11-03T16:02:13.724-06:00i missed this<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Adam and I spent a whole week away from all our cares and it was wonderful. We haven't done that since our honeymoon. No phones, no email, no school, no interruptions. The only downside was I wished </span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Daxton </span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">was there. He spent his portion of our vacation with Grandma and Grandpa and he was in heaven. Seriously. I came home to little boy that walks everywhere all on his own, eats with utensils and finally says Mom. I think I should send him to his grandparents more often. He was spoiled rotten. I missed him like crazy but it was good for both of us. He spent an entire week with my Dad who took work off to play with him. If you didn't know they are BEST BUDS. Grandpa is his absolute favorite in the whole world. Grandpa trumps ALL. {yes, even me}</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: small;">I had no idea you could love something this much. I am totally smitten over this little boy. He is going to be 11 months in a few days and I have no idea where my baby went. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: small;">He makes me laugh everyday. His favorite toys are not even toys at all, but dog bowls {especially ones filled with water for splashing}. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: small;">He loves his toothbrush, but brushing in itself if another story. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: small;">He loves to help me load and unload the dishwasher and just yesterday he climbed up and was sitting on the open door before I turned around. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: small;">He can be a total couch potato or crawl around at a million miles an hour. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: small;">He LOVES and I mean <u><b>LOVES </b></u>trucks. The big loud ones. Like garbage trucks for instance. Mondays are his favorite day of the week because it's trash day. Dax will hear the truck coming down the street and get so excited. We sit in the window and watch them collect garbage together. And let me tell you, those 3 minutes are some of my favorite moments. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: small;"> When we are reading stories before bed he almost insists that he turns the page. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: small;">Outside is the bomb. It's a fierce competition between Daxton and the dogs when they hear the front door open who will get there first. If he could spend every moment of his day outside, he would. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: small;">I love that he gives high fives. I love even more the proud look he gets on his face when others are impressed with this new skill. He just beams with pride. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: small;">His favorite animal by far is a dog. He says dog, </span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: small;">Jack, woof</span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: small;">, truck, and dad distinctly { and for the record 3 out of those 5 are k9 related}. Lula is OBSESSED with her tennis ball and Daxton loves to play fetch with her. And yes, it's my 11 month old that does most of the throwing. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: small;">Daxton LOVES his Grandpa. {if I could only really emphasize the <b>l-o-v-e</b> for you} There is very few things this kid loves as much as his GPa. They are best friends. Nobody or anything exists when Grandpa Jones is around. Not even mom. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: small;">Our family has a sweet tooth issue and Dax is no exception. If you give a sample of a sweet you better have seconds ready. And yogurt. Oh the yogurt. He is so sad when it's all gone. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: small;">I have peekaboo app on my phone just for Daxton. It teaches them animals and their sounds and this little guy just eats it up. When he hears the opening jingle his face just lights up. I love that I can hand him my phone and he will turn it sideways and get to it likes he's been using a phone forever. He is so smart. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; font-size: small;">I love being a mom. <b>LOVE </b>it. There is nothing more rewarding then teaching Daxton something only to watch him do it on his own. I love that I can talk to him and he understands me and even more so responds accordingly. I am so grateful for this little blessing in my life. He teaches me so much and helps me to slow down and enjoy life's precious moments. I only wish time would slow down so it could last longer. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span>Jessica Dosshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04845920936650639841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2216411504970043621.post-70598406609278100422012-06-14T10:57:00.001-06:002012-06-14T10:57:40.412-06:007 months<span id="internal-source-marker_0.04939134716433757" style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.9.12
Tummy time is finally becoming more enjoyable! It has been a process
but we are working on it. Call me crazy but you do much better if Lula
is around for some reason. You just love that silly dog.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.10.12
You have the same silly habit as your Dad. You both rub your feet
together when you are tired. I finally realized it today for what it was
and your Dad was so proud. He just beamed with pride. You two are going
to be so much a like.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.11.12
You love to snuggle and be snuggled {well, at least with my anyways}.
And when you are tired two things happen. You rub your eyes and head
like crazy! Which only keeps you more awake and even more so when you
knock your pacifier out AND you scratch your eczema only making it flare
much worse. Thus, we swaddle you up at night. You want so badly to just
stretch out some nights and if only you could actually get yourself
asleep before the rubbing commences. I love it when you sleep with out
being swaddled. You look sooooo relaxed and comfy with your arms
straight above your head in that little field goal position of yours.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.12.12
Fair warning possible TMI. We had quite the productive Saturday with
all our errands and shopping. I love running those errands with you
boys. I just love the fact that we do things as a family. Yes, even if
that means errands. I love it. You made Dad and I laugh out loud in
Ross. Oh my goodness. Sometimes it’s really hard for me to believe that
you are only 6 months old. We were just wandering around the store and
you were happy as can be. The out of nowhere comes this gigantic man
toot. I was so embarrassed it was long and juicy. Dad and i just stopped
and looked around to see who else heard it. The look on you face was
just priceless. You were SOOOO ridiculously proud of yourself. Dad and I
couldn’t stop laughing. You are such a boy. But on a sweeter note, we
took another one of our family siestas this afternoon. I love them. It’s
literally a family affair. Even the pups join in on our little snuggle
fest. Perfect.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.13.12
My first official Mother’s Day. Too bad my baby was sick. Last night
you started coughing and had a fever. And when we woke up this morning
it was no different. You and I stayed home from church and your fever
reached it’s peak at 102.1. You have diarrhea, loss of appetite,
sneezing, coughing, the works. I feel so bad seeing you sick. I wish I
could make it go away. All you wanted to do was be held and that cough
sounds so terrible. I think we are going to go see Dr Miller tomorrow
and get it checked out, I’m thinking it might be an ear infection. I
have a feeling tonight could be a long one.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.14.12
It had been a long time since we have had a night like that. Neither
one of us slept very well or for very long. I was trying everything to
make you comfortable and it seemed like nothing was working. And my
suspicions were correct. You have an ear infection. Not a fun ‘first’
milestone for the charts. As much as I love Dr Miller I felt so bad when
you had to get your ears and tonsils checked. You were NOT very
enthusiastic about it and to be honest, I don’t blame you. But Dr Miller
was impressed by how strong your jaws were on a positive note. So we
just hung out and did a whole lot of snuggling. I just hope you feel
better soon.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.15.12
I didn’t go into work again today. And last night was better but not
great. Nighttime is definitely the hardest. You slept in our bed and Dad
was so nice to give us extra room and offered to take the couch. And
you and I may or may not have stayed in our pjs until 3:00 in the
afternoon... You took a HUGE nap too. Your usual naps are around 45
minutes but under the circumstances it was not hard to believe you slept
for over 2 hours! Poor guy.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.16.12
Last night was MUCH better. You slept much more normally and today was
even better. You still don’t feel great but are certainly more like
yourself. We had Layla and Elia at our house today as well so it was a
full house. It was pretty funny to watch you and Elia be so curious
about each other. Then tonight… Oh tonight, was hilarious. You must have
saved all your energy from the past 3 days and let it all loose within a
2 hour time span. It was ridiculous! I kept thinking you were going to
hit a wall and it never happened. You were your own little energizer
bunny. Dad and I were joking that you were 6 months but going on 6 years
will all that energy. I finally put you in the bath to try to wind you
down. One of the things that had us rolling with laughter was your sense
of entitlement with OUR food and drink. You want to be grown up in this
department so bad. If I so much as take a drink of water while I am
holding you, you think you need a drink or to try whatever it is I am
consuming and put up quite the protest if that right is denied to you.
So let’s just say you AND I were both wet from you drinking out of my
water glass. I just love you.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.17.12</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.18.12
Dad and I had a date night with the Pences and the Botkins tonight at
the movies. You had another fun outting with GMa and GPa Jones and I
must say they took you on quite the adventures. You had your first
adventure to Cafe Ole, followed by window shopping at the mall, and I
heard GMa even let you try her diet Coke. Oh great... I wasn’t too happy
about that. I think soda is a little early at this point. My favorite
part about today was picking you up after our date. You were sleeping on
GMa’s bed and when I went back to get you Gpa was snuggled up next to
you sound asleep. It was so cute. He REALLY loves you Bubba. The feeling
is mutual. I woke him and the told me all about your night together. I
think he has to be at the tippy top of the list of greatest grandpas of
all time.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.19.12
When I was a baby, Grandpa used to have me stand in the palm of his
hand and balance while he held me out above his head. It drove Grandma
crazy! Your Dad is no different. And You. Love. It. It’s such a thrill
for you and he gets so proud. The funny part about the whole situation
is that he saw me doing it with you first and decided he would give it a
try. Now he shows your trick off anywhere, anytime.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.20.12
I can’t remember if I have mentioned this before but Stephanie will
not be babysitting you starting in August. They have a lot going on and
the twins will be starting kindergarten. We are so sad. I mean so so so
sad. We LOVE Stephanie and we LOVE taking you over to their and house.
And the hardest part about that is you LOVE it there too. But that’s
okay we totally understand, it’s just bitter sweet. So we have begun the
search for a replacement. We met with a lady about your Dad and I’s age
in my parent’s ward and she seems pretty good. So we are trying it out
this week to see how things go… fingers crossed!</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.21.12
Dad and I have started to play on a coed softball team with some
friends and tonight was our first game. GMa Mary came to watch… okay
really she didn’t come for us. She came to see you, she babysat while we
played and thankfully things went pretty well… for the most part. </span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; color: #548dd4; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.22.12
Big day. It was our first day at Michelle’s to test the waters for the
new daycare. Things seemed to go reasonably well considering… it was
just too many new things in one day.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.23.12
Dad and I had another softball game tonight and it was cold. The game
wasn’t very fun because we were getting our booties kicked {we aren’t
the best team in the league let’s just put it that way} but Grandma
wasn’t able to come sit with you. So we ended up taking turns sitting
out each inning and you were just chill sitting with so many new people.
It didn’t even phase you. I just felt bad it was on the cooler side
tonight.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.24.12
We had your 6 month appointment today. Plus, a recheck on your ear.
Plus shots. It’s days like today that you really don’t love the dr. But
your ear is all better so that made us both very happy. </span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.25.12
Today you have been very sleepy. I think yesterday just took a lot out
of you with your shots and other things... {another TMI: “other things”
is my illusion to you also being more or less re-circumcised yesterday.
No fun!}. </span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.26.12
Saturday mornings are a special day at the Doss house. We tend to all
snuggle in Dad and I’s bed avoiding the day together. Today was no
different. I love snuggling with my two boys. We got a wake up call to
go to breakfast with my family and the best part about that was Auntie
Carissa is home. It was so fun to see her and it’s been too long. We
spent the afternoon shopping for outfits for our first family pictures
we are taking on Monday. Well, just you and Dad were successful in that
department. We then concluded our evening with a BBQ at my family’s
again. Quite an eventful day.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.27.12
I have probably failed to mention that swaddling is no longer your
thing. You are too grown up and sophisticated for that. And the saddest
part of all is that you like to lay down and put yourself to sleep just
as much, if not more, than me rocking you to sleep. You are just
becoming such a little boy too fast. I want to cherish and always
remember my little baby boy. The other funny thing you do in terms of
sleeping is stomp your feet. Mind you, you are laying down but you lift
both your legs off the mattress and stomp your feet down over and over
again. It’s so funny to hear you do it over the monitor in the middle of
the night. Your quirks are just adorable. But whatever works for you
works for me. </span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.28.12
Happy Memorial Day! Dad and I had today and we definitely made the most
of it. Of course, after you woke up early we all snuggled back in our
bed and slept in a little this morning. I love our snuggle parties. Then
off to the zoo with the Leavitts! I hadn’t been there since I was a kid
and it was so much fun. You had a blast and there was just so much to
see and take in. We wore you out just a little bit because you slept a
good hour of the tour. Then we ended the day by taking our first family
pictures at Katherine Albertsons Park. I cannot wait to see how the
turned out! </span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.29.12
So.... I’m not to sure this new daycare plan is working out. You are
having a really though time adjusting. You won’t eat or sleep for
Michelle and cry and fuss most of the day. So. not. you. I’m not sure if
it’s stranger danger, a personality clash or just too different or what
but you are really struggling and it’s killing me. I feel so bad. I
don’t want to call it quits this early into the game but I don’t want to
drag out a possible bad situation either. I just hope with a few more
days it will get better. If not it’s back to the drawing board. One
happy note though, Uncle Gregg graduated high school tonight!</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.30.12
After your rough day yesterday you have been SOOOO tired. You slept
most of the morning and even napped while we walked the MK Nature Center
and the Greenbelt with Kelsey and Kenna. We had such a blast and it was
so nice to get out of the house and just enjoy the wonderful weather. I
think we are going to make this a weekly tradition, or at least going
to a park or some fun activity each week. Hooray for play dates! Oh my
goodness. Night was hilarious. It was WAY past your bedtime and it
wasn’t helping that as I was getting you ready for bed that we got all
riled up. You were so excited and totally wired :) It was so great. We
were being totally goofy and just having such a great time laughing at
the silliest things. Dad came in and joined our fun and you hung out on
your stomach for like 20 minutes. YES! You HATE tummy time so this was
such a bonus!</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.31.12
I have no idea where this came from but you have been all the sudden
smacking your lips while eating and then throughout the day chewing on
your tongue. The tongue thing is hilarious. You have started to move
around a lot more when you sleep. You have been sleeping more on your
side than anything. </span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">6.1.12
First swimming adventure. We went over to our neighborhood pool and
went swimming for the first time and you loved it. I knew you would love
the water. It was so fun to watch you kick your little legs around in
the water and splash around. We love the summer and the wonderful
weather that comes with it. We had Michelle, the kids and Kelsey and
Kenna come swim too. It was Kenna’s first time and quite the little pool
party! Oh and daycare was MUCH better today. I was so happy to pick you
up and se that you were smiling and in such a good little mood. Thank
goodness. Let’s hope it only continues to get better! </span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">6.2.12
Our Saturdays are always full of so many things to get done and today
was no exception. We were up early and moving by 6:30am with you and out
and about. We got our grocery shopping done by 7:30! Which was sooo
weird. I’ve never been that early in the day and thankfully it was dead.
We wanted to beat the Saturday rush as well as the rush from it being
the first of the month. Success. Dad was so bummed about not being able
to join us for your first time swimming that we went again tonight. He
was so excited to take you and couldn’t wait to get you in the water.
He’s a good Dad. And we introduced your toothbrush finally and you
totally love it. I let you play with it more like a toy for a while but
brushing your teeth is more like a game and that suits us all just fine.
</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">6.3.12
We had such a good day at church. It’s not that we normally don’t but
today just went so smoothly. We have 9 am church which falls in the
middle of your morning nap time which can prove to be difficult some
weeks. But not today. I don’t even know how to describe today really. We
sat through all the lessons {which doesn’t normally happen because we
get restless sometimes and just need to walk around} and you just hung
out with Dad most of it. Sundays are probably my favorite day in the
sense that it’s the best time to watch you and Dad interact. He usually
has you most of church and I love to watch the two of you together. It’s
so sweet and always reminds me of what is most important in life and
that’s you two. Nothing else comes first or matters. We snuggled up on
the couch this afternoon and napped to a movie in the background. We are
best friends. There isn’t a whole lot we don’t do together. I cannot
even begin to describe how much I love time like this. I cherish these
moments everyday. I know as you grow up these moments will change and
with each stage will come something new. I look forward to those but I
don’t want to pass by or miss this. I love being your mom. </span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">6.4.12
Grandma has way to much fun with you on Mondays. You look at her with
such love and trust and that makes me so happy. I am so grateful for
wonderful grandparents. They will always be a big part of your life. We
are so blessed Bud. Tonight you and I were just talking back and forth
after dinner and you were in one of your growling moods. So we playfully
growled back and forth. It was quite the little banter as you kept
trying to top my growl. Dad was laughing at us, he says we are funny
together. </span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">6.5.12
As much as I love summer and all the lovely daylight... I do not love
that you are starting to wake up with the sun. AKA 6:30 am. That’s too
early when we have a routine for the mornings Dude. And I’m not just
talking weekends but weekdays that involve work. But you don’t seem to
mind when I go in and meet your sweet little face and then we crawl back
into my bed instead. You totally love it. In fact, you love it so much
you fall right back asleep for another hour. </span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">6.6.12
Can I just tell you I love that you haven’t developed your “man card”
yet? I know you are only 7 months old but I’m so glad. You accompanied
me on a date to Jo-Ann Fabrics. You are the best date {don’t tell Dad-
he’s good to but you are the best}. And let me tell you, you thought all
the colors everywhere were just amazing. You kept reaching and grabbing
for everything within reach. One day you are going to be successful,
but for now it’s fun to simply watch you try while I effortlessly
prevent it. We both know how that will eventually change. We went for a
walk in Katherine Albertsons Park again and I tried to get better at my
photography. You are such an easy model and don’t mind at all. </span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">6.7.12
You LOVE orange juice. I gave you some diluted with your lunch today
and between that and pineapple I thought you were going to die in taste
bud happiness. Your little eyes were so huge and I couldn’t serve your
food fast enough. At one point you were more interested in drinking the
oj than eating and that has NEVER happened. I love being able to be part
of the wonder and excitement of experiencing something new for the
first time. It just always puts me in check and reminds me how precious
life is and to try to never take any moment for granted. </span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">6.8.12
Happy 7 months Dax! To celebrate you have been growing 6 teeth all at
once. I joke that you have a grill underneath your gums on the top. But
they are giving you more grief than your first 2. Besides your mood I
can always tell when your teething because you chew blankets and other
materials like that. You prefer that over teething rings or toys any
day. You also get diaper rash which is another rarity for you. </span>Jessica Dosshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04845920936650639841noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2216411504970043621.post-13371028034108298582012-06-07T12:33:00.002-06:002012-06-07T13:26:46.040-06:00family of 3<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">I cannot even begin to put into words how much I love my boys. Adam and Daxton are seriously my WHOLE world. I don't know what I would do without them. I mean my life isn't perfect and it definitely is not stress free {which, don't get me wrong that would totally be great}. There is always a want or a need for something but take it all away and all I'm left with are these two. </span></span><br />
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how hard he works for our family so I don’t have to. We are so blessed.</span><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">I
love that my son lights up when Adam or I walk into a room. Nobody can
make me feel that special. I love him with everything I am. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">Adam finished Daxton's birth story and I just can't help but share. He's such a good Dad... </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 18pt; line-height: 115%;">Daxton
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<span style="font-size: small;">I remember waking up on 11/8/2011
not thinking this was going to be the day. I went to work just like I do every
other day. I was getting a lot of phone calls from the IA show in California where I was supposed to be.
Baseline, the company I was working for at the time, decided to let me stay
home because it was getting close to your due date. All day I thought about
you. I thought a lot about your name. You were going to be called Hudson Doran
Doss. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Hudson was the name that your
mother really liked. She liked it for a very long time. There were many months
where I did as well. Doran is the first name of your great grandfather and the
name of one of the greatest individuals I know. I always wanted to name my
first born son after him. I thought that it would be special for you to bear
his name. Your mother had second thoughts about that because Doran is kind of
an old name and not well known anymore.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">The night before you were born your
mother and I had a good conversation where I told her that I was at the point
where I would let her name you anything but Hudson. It did not feel right to me
and I was desperate. Back at work the name Daxton kept on popping back into my
mind. The problem with that was the middle name of Doran. Daxton Doran Doss did
not sound or feel right. Jessica and I always liked the middle name James. I
wrote it out for the first time ever. Daxton James Doss! I liked it… I liked it
a lot. I sent a picture to your mom and she said we will see. I secretly think
you liked it as well and decided it was time to be born so she did not have
time to think of any other crazy names like Seven or Bob.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Throughout the day I kept on asking
Jessica how she felt. She commented that she was fine and not to worry. I mean
your mother went to work the day you were born! That is how tuff she is. After
work we decided to run and get a few last things that we found out we needed
before you were born. We had everything you could imagine but socks and sweat
pants. I mean what athlete does not have good socks and some nice comfy sweat
pants? We went to about 4 stores that night and even had a pizza in the car sitting
outside the parking lot of Carter’s. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Your mom was having contractions
for most of the night. The funny thing about them is they were not consistent
like everyone told us they would be. I remember she went to the bathroom out at
the outlet mall and I was thinking she definitely had the baby-is-coming-waddle
going on. There were times that night
where she had to stop walking for a second why the contractions passed.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">On the ride home we were laughing
and talking mostly about you. We were really excited because our doctor told us
on my birthday that you would be coming early. When I pulled into the garage I
do not think your mother nor did I know what was going to happen. I jumped out
of the truck like I always do to get our bags. I was unloading them when I
heard your mother let out a happy scream. She yelled, “I think my water just
broke!” as her pants looked wet. My reply… No you are okay you probably just
peed your pants.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">She showed me her pants and the wet
floor and I knew it was go time. Your mother went into the bathroom and began
calling her parents. I went into freak out mode and started running all over
the house grabbing everything we would need for the next few days at the
hospital. To be honest I am not sure what time it was and I do not remember
what I was thinking. I was just running around the house making sure I had
everything my family would need.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Your mom was really happy as we
drove to the hospital. She was laughing and talking like normal. When she
called Dr. Z to tell her that her water just broke and that we were on the way
to the hospital she was smiling the whole time. Dr. Z was amazed and said based
on the fact that mom was not screaming in pain she would see us in the morning.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Your mother and I were extremely
excited and had many moments where no words were spoken but we could not stop
smiling and looking at each other. When we arrived to the hospital to no
surprise your Grandma and Grandpa Jones were already there. We grabbed our
stuff and headed into the hospital.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">It was always your mother’s fear
that she would be sent home from the hospital for showing up to early. She did
not want to be one of those girls who were told that their water did not break
but they really just peed their pants. So as the door swung open to labor and
delivery she yelled, “Either my water just broke or I peed my pants.” Right
after that all the nurses started laughing and one came running to help us. Her
name was Meagan and she was a huge help to your mother and I for the entire
night. When you got to the room they had you change and began to hook you up to
a heart monitoring machine. Meagan checked to see how far along you were and
you mother was dilated to a 3. I asked if we got to stay and she gave me the
thumbs up and said yes!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Over the next couple of hours your
other grandparents arrived and we set around talking and watching your mother.
I made one joke and quickly learned that it should be my last joke of the
night. During those couple of hours your mother’s contractions got harder and
harder for her as her body prepared to bring you into this world. There was a
moment I looked into her eyes and I could tell that she wanted family to leave.
I went through the process of getting them out of the room and letting them
know that I would call when it was go time.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">When I returned to your mother’s
side she was struggling with the pain. I could tell she was scared of not being
able to handle it. However, I knew she could. I begged her to try walking with
me, but she did not want to move. I kept on asking her to go for a walk with me
when I came up with the idea for her to just walk around the room. She got up
and started walking. This gave me the opportunity to get her walking in the
halls of the hospital. We walked and walked for about 30 minutes and she
requested that we go back to the room.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">In the room Meagan asked to check
her and she was amazed that your mom went from a 3 to a 6 in 30 minutes. Within
an hour she was at a 10 and it was go time! I called all your grandparents as
Dr. Z was called in to deliver our baby boy. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Your mom is a rock star!!! During
your delivery she only pushed 4 times for a total of about 15 minutes. It was
amazing watching her go through this special moment that is set apart as a true
gift from God. In between contractions she was cracking jokes!!! Who does that?
I still can remember seeing your head and then your face before you were
quickly placed in your mother’s arms. I was asked to cut the cord and I did
quickly because all I wanted to do was look at you and kiss your mother’s
forehead. I was so excited to hold you for the first time. You were so cute and
quiet looking up into my eyes. You were the most precious thing to me in the
world.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">I passed you on to your Grandma
Jones who was in the room and headed to the waiting room to announce your
birth. I did not know what to say when I got there so I just put my hands in
the air and said it’s a boy!!! My parents were very proud and I could see my
dad’s eyes swell up with happiness. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">The next hour of your life
consisted with you being passed around from grandparent to grandparent and also
to your uncles Gregg and Andrew. Then came PAPARAZZI!!! Your Grandpa Jones
probably took 1,000 pictures of you for the next 30 minutes or so. After
everyone left it was just you, your mother and I alone in the room for the
first time as a family. I could not have ever been happier in my life. </span></div>
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later and helped us get our things together to get you over to our hospital
room. There we fed you and just looked at you while we held you tight. We
placed you down to sleep because you were so tired. We lay down to sleep as
well. During that time we had to wake you up every 2 hours to feed you. My
favorite time was after you were done I got to put you to bed and make sure you
feel asleep because your mom could not get out of the bed. Here is where I
learned what unconditional love truly was. I held you in my arms and rocked you
back and forth, back and forth. I could not help but feel so very blessed to
have you in our lives. As I laid you down to sleep I always looked over at your
mother sound asleep as I kissed her on the forehead each time whispering thank
you…. Thank you.</span></div>
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<br /></div>Jessica Dosshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04845920936650639841noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2216411504970043621.post-69194358940126736072012-05-09T11:01:00.001-06:002012-05-16T13:58:33.038-06:006 months<br />
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Well bud it’d just you and me. Dad will be on the road for work the
next few days so we are on our own. We are so lucky to have him. I mean
really. He is amazing. And the best part about that? You are going to be
just like him. </span><br />
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You have become a grabbing machine. You apparently just decided as of
Sunday that your hands are the greatest thing ever. I know this because
you grab everything you can get those little hands on. It’s so fun to
watch you learn and explore more and more each day. But I just am in
such shock at how overnight this discovery has been for you. </span><br />
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What a day. I decided to take you in to your pediatrician for a check
on your head and how your flat spot is doing.... Prognosis was a
referral to see an orthodic practitioner for an evaluation on a helmet. I
was afraid of that. So we have an appointment next week to see if you
fit the criteria. I must admit I am sad and a little nervous. I REALLY
don’t want you to have to have one. I also know that if you need it, you
need it and I will always do what is best for you. On the fun side of
today we went to GMa Cole’s house and hung out with her for a good
portion of the afternoon. She doesn’t get enough time with you but man,
did she have you laughing. I can’t even get you to react like that to
peek-a-boo! And the best part about today....Dad is finally home from
traveling! We love it when he is back. </span><br />
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Can you say errands? We had several places to run today and you were
just content as can be to be out and about. Everytime I would run into a
store I would take you out of your car seat instead of hauling it in.
You thought that was fantastic. Especially when we went to the pet store
for dog food. All the noise and colors and business was just great. You
were looking from side to side so fast trying to take it all in. Next
time we go and aren’t in such a hurry I will make a trip out of it and
we’ll visit the fish section. You LOVE Grandma’s fish at her house and
can just sit and watch them forever! We even hit the grocery store which
is getting to be pretty easy for us. I just set you in your carrier and
you love shopping, just kicking your feet in happiness throughout the
whole store. And the BEST part of the day was when we layed down on my
bed for a nap. I was just singing you to sleep and somehow woke up a
hour later snuggled up for turned into an accidental nap. Pure bliss. </span><br />
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Fridays are always a good day. This afternoon I was sleepy and so we
may or may not have snuggled up again and taken a nap together. I can’t
describe to you how much I love that. And let’s be honest, you certainly
don’t mind either. Our good friends the Leavitts came over for a BBQ.
It was so good to see them again. We miss hanging out with them all the
time. </span><br />
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What a day. We had another full house while I watched your second
cousins. Then to contribute to our craziness, Dad had a trip to urgent
care. He has kidney stones. Poor guy. </span><br />
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Happy Sunday! We went to Grandma and Grandpa’s ward today and they of
course loved it as well as the rest of the ward. It was the first time
you had been there so everyone was so excited to see you. We had a great
afternoon just around the house and you had Dad and I laughing at your
adorableness today. You found your toes. They were quite fascinating to
you and it was to fun to watch you touch and look at each toe with such
zest. Then for some icing on the cake you and Lula were sitting on Dad’s
lap and you were reaching for her and petting her. At some point it
looked like you were hugging Lula. I can’t even begin to describe to you
how much you love that dog. She is your favorite. No matter your mood
if she walks in the room you don’t even take your eyes off of her and
you are happy as can be. </span><br />
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Grandma’s day. Finally. She has had to work the past 2 weeks so you
haven’t been able to go to her house on Mondays. She was pretty excited
to have you back. We had hamburgers at Austin and Codi’s tonight. But in
between picking you up and heading over there you and I took a siesta
on the couch together. I can’t even begin to describe to you how much I
love snuggling up and taking a nap with you. </span><br />
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You have become quite the little eater. And I’ll be damned if you don’t
try to sneak food right off my plate sometimes! Tonight you were
introduced to squash. {Not my favorite, I probably haven’t had a squash
since I was 8.} The processing and reaction that comes over your face
when we introduce a new flavor is to fun to watch. Total confusion
followed closely by an open mouth asking for more. It takes you a few
minutes to decide your feelings but you have yet to turn down a meal. </span><br />
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You are soooo ticklish! I love to tickle you behind your ears because
your reaction is hysterical. You do exactly what I do when I am tickled-
curl your shoulders up as close to your head as possible to prevent
further ticklings. You even scrunch up your little face trying to
decided whether to laugh or not. I don’t think you have entirely figured
out the sensation yet. </span><br />
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We went to an orthodics place for your helmet appointment. It was a
total waste of time. Dad and I though we would be getting a lot of
answers to our questions and a definite yes-you-need-or no-you-don’t
from said “specialist.” And we left feeling like we knew more going
INTO the appointment and less when we left. So we will be getting a
second opinion. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">4.20.12 Grandpa Doss’ birthday! We will be celebrating his and my birthday tomorrow...</span><br />
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Grandma Jones’ birthday! AND Monthly Doss Family Breakfast! We ate a
place called Jo Mamma’s in Eagle. Afterwards Grandma Jones and I went to
go get pedicures for our birthdays and trust me when I say it was MUCH
NEEDED. We had a fun afternoon with our own little family. Compete with
summer clothes shopping and dinner at our favorite place... RED ROBIN.
YUM!!! You were definitely the talk of the town though. Everyone just
thought you were adorable in your little outfit, including me. </span><br />
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Ashley Erekson just came home from her mission to Cambodia. She is one
of my best friends from school and she gave her homecoming talk today.
So naturally we were in attendance. She did an amazing job and you did
so well for the entire hour AND on the front row of all places. I was so
proud. We have sooooo many birthdays in a 3 day span in our family it’s
crazy! Tonight we had Grandma, Uncle Andrew’s and mine birthday dinner
at Great Grandma Cole’s house. It was so fun to see some extended family
and have dinner on the patio outside. Hooray for warm weather! </span><br />
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Andrew and I’s birthday! Happy birthday to me. Happy birthday to me...
One day you will be able to sing to me. It was a pretty average day
besides having dinner at your Grandma Mary’s. But when we came home you
and your Dad had a surprise for me. There was of course flowers and then
Dad set up a treasure hunt around the house with {drum roll please} Pez
dispensers. Yes, you read that right. Pez. Let’s just say there is more
to the story behind that but he totally made up for it with the notes
to accompany each dispenser. Dad shared memories we have together and I
was crying by the end of it. That was the BEST part about my birthday. I
have such great boys to share it with. </span><br />
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We went to another ‘Family Night’ at Grandma Rene’s assisted living
facility. We had a pretty good time and you were in the best mood.
Grandma was holding you and getting so much attention for it. She really
loves you and it’s so fun to observe her as she watches you. I can’t
even begin to describe the look in her eyes but it goes beyond words.
You are her only great grandchild and that is pretty special. Grandma
Linda gave you some ice cream to try for the first time. And let me tell
you, that was such a hit. You loved it!</span><br />
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You LOVE to touch faces and explore all that they entail. But your
favorite is by far your Daddy. I don’t know if it’s the rough texture
from his whiskers by the end of the day or simply because he’s your Dad,
but you love it. I like to sit back and watch you two when you interact
like that. They are some of my favorite and sweetest moments I
treasure. </span><br />
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Mr Alan Miller is your new pediatrician. You and I went into see him
for a second opinion on your helmet and we LOVE him. He has such great
bedside manner and was great to simply just sit and talk with us. The
end result of the appointment was to hold off and see how you do in the
coming months and then reevaluate. Let me just say how reassuring that
was to hear. I have really been having a hard time with this whole
thing. I really don’t want to make you wear one of those terrible things
if I don’t have to... But on a happier note, we had a lunch date with
Grandpa Jones again. And just by chance your Great Grandma Hayes was
right on time to join us. We love having lunch dates with Grandpa. He is
probably your favorite person after Dad and I. I can’t even begin to
describe how much love he has for you. He shared an ice cream cone with
you. </span><br />
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have had to start supplementing with formula because I can’t really
keep up with you anymore, which is okay and you don’t seem to mind.
Between milk and food it’s amazing how much you can eat for such a small
person. But that is a good thing. We went and visited Dad at work and
you are always such a little celebrity. As soon as you come out of that
car seat it’s game over. Dad went to the Father and Sons campout with
our ward to help his scouts get their merit badges and you aren’t quite
old enough to go yet. But next year. So instead we had a sleepover with
the Grandparents. It was a late night for you. Too late. Scratch that,
WAY TOO LATE. You normally go to bed between 8 and 9 but anything after
that you almost hysterical because you are so tired. And tonight was no
exception. </span><br />
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It’s Saturday and I had the pleasure of working. And Dad is still at
the campout, hence half the reason for our sleepover last night. You got
to hang out with Grandma and Grandpa. They were so excited. You ran
errands with them and I think Grandpa sent me like 5 pictures of
everything you guys did together. I’m so grateful for our family. We
have such a great support system. I hope you know that they love you and
would do ANYTHING for you. We are so lucky. </span><br />
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MILESTONE! Your first tooth finally broke through and is officially in!
It is the bottom front tooth on the right and the front one next to it
is not far behind. I have been amazed at how you have taken teething
like a champ. They have been teasing us and moving around since you were
about 2 months old but you never really seemed to complain too much.
But you have always been like that. Even as a brand new baby with all
the pokes and prods you endured you never EVER cried. Okay well just
once. BUT ONCE. You are such a good baby. </span><br />
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This may be a bad parenting moment but you LOVE to be thrown up in the
air. The higher the better. Now we don’t get too crazy, we are good
parents I swear. But you love it. </span><br />
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It’s finally warm enough that I don’t constantly have socks on you
precious little feet and for you, it’s a total bonus. It has given you
the ability to discover and play with your feet. You love to grab your
little toes and bring them close to your face. I can’t believe how
flexible you are. </span><br />
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Today I introduced you to peaches. Oh my goodness. They were such a
hit. Your new ALL TIME FAVORITE! I was laughing so hard trying to feed
you this afternoon. You were so aggressive and ready for the next bite
before I could even get another spoonful. You haven’t rejected any sort
of food whatsoever yet and I am hoping it stays that way. But you
definitely have a palate for fruits. </span><br />
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I love being able to be home with you. This morning when you were ready
for your first nap I decided I needed one too. So we snuggled up right
there on the couch together and had us a little siesta. I am so glad you
are a snuggler like me. </span><br />
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Happy Friday! After work today my office had staff fun day and we went
bowling at Pinz. You must be my good luck charm because I have never
bowled so well in my entire life! I bowled a 126! Heck, my first bowl
was a strike! I was elated. Everyone enjoyed having you there and you
were getting passed around and loved on the whole time. I love that you
are so easy going and relaxed.</span><br />
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Tummy time is getting better. You don’t particularly care for it. So we
have been working on it slowly and for small amounts at at time but we
are getting better. Dad and I went on a double date tonight with the
Firkins so you spent the evening with GMa and GPa Doss. </span><br />
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Baby Makenna was blessed today and naturally we were in attendance.
Today was the first Sunday you were pretty restless during church. You
weren’t too keen on the idea of having to sit for the hour. Especially
after the nap you and Dad took this morning. I hate to say it Bubba but I
think you and Kenna are about the same size. </span><br />
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It was quite an eventful Monday. You went to GMas for the day like
normal but GPa was there. He was sick. And Grandpa never gets sick.
Well, not sick enough to ever complain about, let alone miss work. He
even went to the dr. He as has vertigo. Yuck. I can’t decided between
him and you who was more bummed about not being able to play today. We
had dinner at GMa Mary’s again and we ate our pizza out on the porch.
Her backyard is perfect for this. You love to be outside. i just can't
wait to combine your love for being outside with water and take you
swimming. You are going to love it! </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">5.8.12
Tuesday... but this Tuesday was a good one. I had to pick you up from
daycare early {which was TOTALLY okay by me} and we made an afternoon of
it. We ran to the craft store to get supplies for Mother’s Day presents
for Grandmas. I am so excited for them! And this evening we went to the
Botkins new place for a BBQ. It was so fun to be with the Pences and
them again. It has been so long since we all together for a fun night
and now that you and Makenna are a little older it makes that much
easier. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span>Jessica Dosshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04845920936650639841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2216411504970043621.post-60779966714113582982012-04-14T23:07:00.001-06:002012-04-14T23:08:06.812-06:00L.O.V.E.<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">This is the face of one of my favorite people ever. I am so in love. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">BUT here are some pictures from my phone and I swear I will update those from my camera one day... after I edit them of course... like I said. One day... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Theses are super out of order but I can't believe how much change 5 months can bring. He just gets cuter and cuter.</span><br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjYso2-ksXcaAuUPopCRjofj-_AM7nkCAtyexd1Zuq3HcoOKPursYdMFDO2SCdMH-FPyCX_xGO8Ku4or8iDtBETkFSRw3aQIhwkjGQOQ0QoWbXefzzvLGJC7yTHRupRPtc3wpL6Dj1Fr4Qn/s640/blogger-image-2021964978.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjYso2-ksXcaAuUPopCRjofj-_AM7nkCAtyexd1Zuq3HcoOKPursYdMFDO2SCdMH-FPyCX_xGO8Ku4or8iDtBETkFSRw3aQIhwkjGQOQ0QoWbXefzzvLGJC7yTHRupRPtc3wpL6Dj1Fr4Qn/s400/blogger-image-2021964978.jpg" width="400" /></a></div>Jessica Dosshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04845920936650639841noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2216411504970043621.post-54147043808406680272012-04-14T22:30:00.001-06:002012-04-14T22:30:23.746-06:005 months<b id="internal-source-marker_0.7189123900607228"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.10.12 We had a great start to our Saturday today. All because you slept in until 8:45 am! You are usually up by 7:00 or 7:30 at the latest, so it was a real treat. Tucker invited Dad to come play in his church basketball game with him so we went and hung out with Michelle and the kids while we watched them play. You loved all the noise and chaos as usual. I always wonder what that will mean for the future. </span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.11.12 Three words: first. official. blowout. Oh my goodness. Funny story but maybe a little TMI. We were hanging out in the mother’s room at church and one of the ladies came in to change her son’s blowout. So we got on the topic and I was bragging away about how lucky we were that we haven’t had one at our house yet... oops. Not even 5 minutes later that became a lie. It was so bad that you and I left church early to get you home and bathed. Yeah, should have never opened my mouth. </span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.12.13 Can I just tell you how much you LOVE to have your head scratched and rubbed? It is hilarious the little face you make when someone scratches your head. {It’s also your favorite part about your bath.} I finally got in on video. The second those fingertips hit your head you get this cheesy, half smile and your eyes go all googly. Then the instant it stops, so does your grin. I laugh out loud when we play this little game with my fingers off then on, over and over again as I watch your face switch back and forth. It is the cutest thing ever.... and sooo funny. :)</span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.13.12 Have a mentioned how much I hate Tuesdays. Today was no exception. I worked all day then got out late so Dad picked you up AND I had enrichment tonight. So for the whole 5 minutes I was home I only held you for 2 then had to leave. I was so sad to come home and you were already in bed. So depressing. I don’t know how Dad does it some days. There is NO WAY I could do that everyday. I am so blessed to only work part-time and that I get to be home with you most days. </span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.14.12 I was so excited to see you after yesterday that I was all but running to your room when you woke up this morning. And new first today! While you were waiting for me to get your bottle ready instead of sucking on your hand it was your THUMB! I attempted to take your picture but it is more blurry than anything. I was a thumb-sucker so I think I got a little excited. One of your quirks I don’t think I have mentioned yet is when you are tired you are TIRED. {I am the same way there.} And when you are tired one of your cues is rubbing your eyes, your face and your head--> sometimes this isn’t a good thing though because your little nails tend to scratch.</span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.15.12 4 month pediatrician visit today... aka shots. After learning from last time I gave you Tylenol before hand and that made a WORLD of a difference! But when it wore off it was clearly obvious. You were so tender and fussy that you all but collapsed in my arms and slept for 2 hours. So needless to say Tylenol was our best friend. But overall your visit went really well and you look so good. Dr Kissam was impressed with how strong you were. And drum roll please... you are officially in the 2% for your height! You grew :) Here is the breakdown: weight 12.9 lbs (5%), height 23 ¼ inches (2%) and head circumference 40 cm (10%). The only thing of concern was how you tend to favor laying on the right side of your head which has started to create a flat spot . So we need work on that or else you get to wear a helmet :/</span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.16.12 I had to laugh at you the other night when I heard you up in the middle of the night. Let’s just say you pulled a Houdini move... We still swaddle you when you sleep. {You sleep better due to the fact that you rub your eyes and such when you are tired. Which in turn wakes you up.} Anyways, I had to laugh because when I looked in your crib you had shimmied out of your swaddle and were sucking on your hands content as could be. But the second you saw me I got this mischievous little grin that said, “Haha, um hi Mom. Soooo I’m up. Oops.” </span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.17.12 I love when you stretch. And you LOVE to stretch. I don’t think there has ever been a time that you haven’t stretched the second we unswaddle you after sleeping. It’s one of the most adorable things you do on a daily basis. You literally look like a man the way you do it too. Just the way you ball your fists and stretch your arms as high as you can above your head and move your head from side to side in an attempt to wake up. I love it. Then when I pick you up to continue to stretch like that only you add in a leg stretch by bringing them up as close as you can to your chest. It. is. adorable. </span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.18.12 You are not only a little jabber-box and talk almost all day long but you are now adding in new sounds and noises to your routine. Let me introduce growling and yelling. They make anyone who hears them laugh out loud. Growling is your favorite. But when you REALLY want to hear yourself you raise the volume up and it becomes a full fledged yell. I have a feeling you are going to be like your dad in the fact that you love being the center of attention and don’t mind making your opinions known. Which might I add is not a bad thing. </span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.19.12 I had a new discovery today. You do not like frosted flakes. Well, more or less the sound of them being poured from the bag into a bowl. It was the first time I have ever had you get scarred by a sound enough to cry as soon as you heard it. I felt terrible and snuggled you right up and calmed you down. But I had to laugh only because of how purely innocent the situation was. It caught us both by total surprise. </span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.20.12 I cannot stress enough how much you love taking baths. So instead I caught it on video. You have slowly gotten more adventurous with your splashes but today was crazy. I was even getting splashed! You have graduated from leg kicks to arm AND leg kicks and now you are on to moving your ENTIRE body to splash. It’s your own little wiggle/kicking/splashing cannonball. You forget I am even there you love it so much. So needless to say, bath-time is getting longer and longer because I just can’t bring myself to end your pure love of splashing.</span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.21.12 Spring is just around the corner and we both cannot wait. I have determined you love being outside just as much as I do. We went with my cousin Sireena and her kids to the train depot and attempted to work on Mom’s photography skills {I still need A LOT of work}. But the weather was perfect aside from the wind and you were just content as can be hanging out in the stroller. You were even content with your little photography session. </span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.22.12 We had so much to do to get ready for out trip tomorrow... and we got none of it done. Instead you and I played ALL DAY LONG. Which is still productive in my opinion; it will just make tomorrow that much crazier. And you had 2 more firsts today! We started “attempting” to introduce solids- which was more comical than anything. But the most exciting part about today was YOU LAUGHED FOR THE FIRST TIME! I was tickling your chubby little cheeks with your feet when you did it. I caught the very end of it on film but it doesn’t do it justice. It was a full fledged laugh and I loved it. Now if only I can get you to do that everyday...</span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.23.12 Oh my crazy day. After work it was a mad dash to get everything packed and ready for out trip to the Oregon Coast. Beside the fact that I LOATHE packing, between you and I there was so much stuff for just a few days! BUT we are set for anything :) We left after Dad got home from work and only drove half way tonight and stayed in The Dalles. It was a little comical to see our little family plus Gregg, Andrew, Grandma and Grandpa all crammed in hotel for the night. Andrew slept in the bathtub for crying out loud! I love our family. </span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.24.12 Your first night in a hotel was a success! You are loving all the attention from having so many people at your disposal. I have a feeling you will be spoiled rotten this weekend. When we reached the Coast and got settled it was a mad dash for the ocean. Lucky for us the beach house was just a block away from the beach. Despite all the wind it was a beautiful day and you LOVED running around with Dad exploring. It was really fun for me to just sit back and take pictures of you two. It was one of those moments that every wife and mother loves. We went to the restaurant Mo’s that night- which you enjoyed solely for the fact of all hustle and bustle and noise. </span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.25.12 It got really cold in the beach house last night so instead of sleeping in the pack and play you slept in the big old king sized bed with Dad and I. Lucky boy. Then we spoiled you even more when you got to SHOWER before church. Another first for you. It was pretty comical to watch your face; it was so new to you at first but once you got the hang of it you were in heaven! After church we went to Astoria. We climbed Astoria tower and threw wooden airplanes off the balcony, saw the Goonie house and went on what your dad has dubbed “the goonie adventure,” {He’s even making a movie from the trip.} and completed the day with a ship wreck on the beach and exploring an old WWII bunker. You were pooped by the end of the day.</span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.26.12 By far the most beautiful day of our trip. We have really lucked out with good weather but it was sunny and warm and not even a breeze for a good portion of it. We went crabbing with the Farmer family right at the mouth of the ocean where the river meets. We mostly watched Gregg and Andrew do the work since it required wadding and swimming in the freezing water... so instead I snuggled you on the beach while you napped. Not a bad way to spend the day. </span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.27.12 Longest day of the trip thanks to the trek home... 14 hours later we made it. I have to say you were so good in the car for having to ride in a car seat all day. I felt so bad every time we had to put you back in your seat after getting out. You really didn’t protest too much but I wouldn’t have blamed you if you cried the whole way home. It was a long day for all of us and traffic was terrible- it took us 2 hours to get through a stretch that normally would have taken 20 minutes because of a car accident. The only really eventful part of the day was getting to eat lunch with our friends in Portland. </span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.28.12 Dad taught you how to blow raspberries. He admits he is starting to regret it. You LOVE to make that silly sound. And you do it ALL THE TIME and NON-STOP. I about die when you get going on a roll and there is just no stopping you. I took a video while we were in Astoria and I laugh every time I see it. I love you. </span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.29.12 First successful feeding with cereal! It took us a little while to get the hang of it but once I figured out the best consistency for you it was a success. It amazes me how fast you can gobble it down when you want to. </span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.30.12 You are getting so strong. Tummy time is still not your favorite but you are trying to sit up more and more. You can sit really well supported and love to sit on Dad and I’s lap because you seem to be able to balance and support yourself the best there. </span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">3.31.12</span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">4.1.12</span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">4.2.12 Tonight was the NCAA March Madness basketball championship and we had a party at the Pence’s. It was so fun to see our friends and Baby Kenna. She is getting so big! </span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">4.3.12</span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">4.4.12 I only have one word to describe today. BUSY. We had Layla and Elia come play today and we had so much fun. It was a definite learning experience for us- okay well mostly me. I learned a lot about myself and about what it takes to be super mom. You were a champ as always, very patient and willing to take your turn. I love that you are so easy going {most of the time} and you got most of that personality trait from your Dad. </span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">4.5.12 After our busy day yesterday it was fun to have our one-on-one time. It made me realize even more how precious this time really is and I don’t want to miss any of it. Time has gone so fast and I can’t believe you are going to be 5 months already! So as much as I wish I was better about getting things done around the house and crossing items off my checklist, I am learning it is okay for stuff to wait. You come first. Always. </span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">4.6.12 Love us some Friday :) Only down-side to it was that your teeth are coming in making you uncomfortable and on the fussy side. Thank goodness for numbing cream; it has certainly come in handy. But your poor gums! If you look at them you can see how swollen they are and all the indents from the little teeth buried underneath your gums. I have a feeling you will get several at once. It could be a bumpy ride. </span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">4.7.12 Errand day. We did a little shopping and I am pretty sure you were the only one to come away with the goods. You are really starting to teethe now and we had to make sure to get you some new teething rings. And lucky Dad, he got to curb his landscaping itch a little with a trip to Lowe’s and came home to plant our flower garden out front. And you had another first today! You had your first serving of actual baby food which was hilarious. I think I ended up with a few green beans in my hair by the end of it but you were so funny spitting and making raspberries. We were messy and needed a bath afterwards but all-in-all a success!</span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 13px; font-weight: normal; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">4.8.12 Happy first Easter and 5 months! I was a little silly and made your Easter outfit last night {talk about procrastination}. It was a onesie complete with bow-tie and vest with matching shoes. But you looked adorable and I have to say I think you were the best dressed little man at church today. We stopped by Grandpa and Grandma Doss’ and got our Easter baskets then headed over to my parents for dinner and games. Grandpa LOVES you. I swear he forgets I am even there at all. You two just kind of disappear. For example, tonight he took you with him to go and return a movie. Well, a half hour rolls by and we haven’t seen both of you. So I call Grandpa and ask where you guys are. The reply: “Oh, we’re in the driveway; just talking.” Haha. Really? He loves being a grandpa and you just love his affection. But I have to say best part about my day was watching you and Dad take a nap. He laid down on the couch to watch “Cars 2” with you and within about 2 minutes you both were o.u.t. Lula then came up and snuggled in with the both of you making it quite a site. It may seem like a waste of time to simply sit and watch the two of you sleep but I can’t help it. My whole world was on that couch this afternoon. </span></b>Jessica Dosshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04845920936650639841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2216411504970043621.post-88364655273796862132012-04-12T22:35:00.001-06:002012-04-14T22:34:07.698-06:00Gratitude<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">I have so much to be grateful for. Seriously.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"> Tonight I had one of those moments where I had to stop and reflect about all the wonderful blessings that I have been given. As I rocked Daxton to sleep tonight and stared at that perfect little face of his only to look over and see my wonderful husband sleeping on Dax's football bean bag, I got so overwhelmed with love and gratitude. I am so blessed. After Dax was asleep and tucked in for the night I snuck over and snuggled against Adam on that tiny little bean bag. As we layed there safe and warm on the floor in my son's bedroom I tried to think of a time I had been happier. And honestly, I couldn't.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">I thank Heavenly Father daily for these boys in my life. I don't think life could get any sweeter. Sure I would love a bigger kitchen, more money in the bank and to be tan for once in my life. But I wouldn't trade moments like that for anything.
I love being Daxton's mom. And I love being Adam's wife. And today I am perfectly happy.</span>Jessica Dosshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04845920936650639841noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2216411504970043621.post-20564901440921570782012-03-08T09:40:00.000-07:002012-03-09T15:36:40.788-07:004 Months<div style="color: #444444; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">
<span style="font-size: small;">I have a 4 month old in my house. I can't believe it. Daxton is surpassing so many milestones. I only hope I am documenting them enough. I know one day I will probably end up looking back and wishing I would have done more. Daxton is the most adorable and lovable little human being on the entire planet {that may or may not be biased- but I am entitled to be, right?} I love being a mom. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">I have to pause this post and give a little shout out to my dear friend, <a href="http://rachelandlayne.blogspot.com/">Rachel</a>. She is a super mom and I have always wanted to be just like her. She is my inspiration and the one who gave me the idea to keep a daily journal like this. I would be so sad if I hadn't written some of this stuff down. Thanks Rach.</span></div>
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Today was our first time shopping. And I don’t mean grocery shopping,
but shopping. You didn’t seem to mind one bit. I was a little nervous
because I wasn’t sure how long you would last but you did great and I
was able to find a new outfit. I was pretty pleased. I know it might
sound silly but we are really getting this. I feel like a real mom.
Little successes like that make me feel really good. One day you will
understand.</span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.10.12
The Botkins came to play with us today. I didn’t have to work so we
all went thrift shopping at the DI. I haven’t been there forever. I got
so excited when I found you some more books. You have so many books...
but I just can’t seem to stop buying them. I love to read and I loved
books as a kid. And I want you to have that same love. We totally scored
on some </span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: underline; vertical-align: baseline;">Little Critter</span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"> and </span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: underline; vertical-align: baseline;">Dr Seuss</span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"> books. You LOVE Dr Seuss books they are your favorite. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.11.12 Like I said yesterday you love Dr Seuss books. And I mean LOVE. Your favorite book by a landslide is </span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: underline; vertical-align: baseline;">Fox in Box</span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">.
It’s a tongue twister book and you just love to look at the pictures
while Dad and I try to say them as fast as we can without messing up.
Little discoveries like these ones make me so happy. I love getting to
know more and more about you every day. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.12.12
Baby Austin was blessed today in our ward and afterwards we went over
to his house. It was fun to finally see you two awake at the same time.
You both are on opposite schedules so I never see him when I come to
pick you up from daycare. We weren’t able to go over to your
Grandparents house for dinner tonight because Grandma Linda was sick. So
Grandpa came to our house to visit instead. It’s really fun to watch
him interact with you. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.13.12
Monday. Aka spoil-Daxton-with-grandparent-love-day. You went out to
lunch with Grandma and Grandpa at the mall. They sent me a picture and
you were so happy; giggling and cooing away. They love having you as a
grandson. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.14.12
Happy 1st Valentine’s Day! I love that I have not only one, but TWO
valentines this year. I am such a lucky girl. But I will say I shared
you as a valentine too. You sent flowers and a card to Amber at work.
She. Ate. It. Up. And so did most of the girls at the office. Your card
said, “Happy Valentines Day! Amber, I like you. Do you like me?” Yes or
No, Love Daxton. AND you got a valentine in the mail from Nora. I
thought that was the cutest thing ever. She is not only a cute little
one year old, BUT more importantly an older woman :) Way to go. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.15.12
You talk SOOO much and I love it. You will just sit and make those
little noises and coo and babble on and on. It’s seriously the best
sound. And you really get going if it’s a conversation between you and
me. And that makes me feel like the most important person in the whole
world. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.16.12
We had a baby shower to go to tonight. I got a kick out of it because
all the little old neighbor ladies that came and stopped by thought you
were the baby of the hour. Only the PREGNANT host was sitting across the
room. But everyone loves having a new baby around. People just can’t
get enough and want a turn to hold you. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.17.12
TGIF! After I picked you up from daycare YOU WERE POOPED. We went and
ran some errands and you slept for 3 ½ hours! I couldn’t believe how
totally exhausted you were! </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.18.12
We had a surprise birthday party for Grandpa today. You were our secret
weapon while we all prepared for it. All the girls “went shopping” so
Grandpa was babysitting. The ploy worked because he was completely
infatuated with just hanging out with you. For heaven’s sake Grandpa
went and showed you off to the neighbors! You performed your roll
perfectly :) But he still totally knew we were all up to something. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.19.12
We went to a farewell today for Braden Brown. Grandpa Jones was
conducting some stake business on the stand so he got to watch and
observe our big, growing family. After the meeting he came up to Dad
with tears in his eyes and told your dad how thankful he was for his
influence on our family. Grandpa said how much he appreciated all that
he does for you and I as well as the example he sets for everyone. That
meant a lot to not only Dad but to me. And for the whole hour during
sacrament meeting you got passed back and forth amongst all your aunts
and uncles. They adore you more than you will ever know. You have a very
special place in our family and you have no idea the impact your birth
has had on everyone. We have a great family. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.20.12
Tonight we celebrated Grandpa Jones’ 50th birthday at El Gallo Girl
Mexican restaurant in Kuna. Dad loves it there. You were such a happy
little guy and were total heaven with all the chaos and hustle and
bustle of an actual busy restaurant. You really loved it when the
waiters would come out and sing happy birthday and make lots of noise
and use their instruments. You were so curious and in awe. Then when it
was Grandpa’s turn to get sung to, I wasn’t paying attention and was
occupied talking to you in my lap. The crew came up behind me and oh my
goodness. When they started singing I jumped so high in my chair and
scared you half to death. I felt terrible because I don’t think you
would have even flinched if I hadn’t. Sorry Bubba. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.21.12
You are totally teething already. I noticed a while ago that your gums
are swollen and white in some areas- like a tooth is just underneath the
surface. But I was kept thinking it was just too early. But you have
become a slobber king just in the last little bit, been really stuffy,
fussy at times (really unusual for you) and LOVE to have my finger in
your mouth rubbing your gums. Yep, you’re teething. So we will see if
they decide to stay or just give us a peek and go back down. Another
things to note is that we moved you up to the bigger bottles because you
are eating a lot more. They look HUGE compared to the others. Only more
proof that you are growing too fast. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.22.12
I love Wednesdays. I look forward to them. Wednesday is just you and
me. All. DAY. LONG. And even better, we get to do the same thing
tomorrow. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.23.12
We are on an oil changing kick at our house. Yesterday and today we
took both of our cars in and you and I hung out at the shop and waited. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.24.12
I feel like the worst mother on the entire planet Earth. Dad and I went on a group dinner date </span>with our ward as an activity night and you went to Grandma Mary's... let's just say it was not a good experience. I'm pretty sure you cried the whole time. Poor Grandma she felt terrible and I only wish your first outing with her would have gone better. <br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.25.12
We had a fun afternoon you and I. We went to Kelsey’s baby shower for
little Mackenna. It was the cutest shower I have EVER been to hands
down. You loved it. There were so many people and so much noise.
{Stephanie even says the same thing about you. You sleep better at her
house around all the noise from the other kids.} Tonight we took dinner
to my family and had a BBQ with everyone which was really fun. Carissa
is home because it’s Braden’s last weekend before he leaves on his
mission and we love having her home. My new favorite picture of you was
taken tonight. We set you on your Bronco rocking horse and your little
face is just priceless. You are growing so fast. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.26.12
I had an interview before church this morning so you and Dad were on
your own. Then again he that is also the case 3 days a week when I have
to work and he is getting good at the whole process. You have such an
amazing father. He works so hard for us and us loves you so much. We are
lucky. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.27.12
Bath time is a special time at our house. I LOVE bath time. You LOVE
bath time. It’s fun because you get more and more adventurous every
time. We have a small tub just for you and it has an octopus and toys
that hang above the tub while you bathe. The most recent discovery-
splashing. You are learning to kick and splash with your feet and it is
so exciting for you. The only part you hate about the whole experience
is having to get out; especially that first moment when the cold hits
you. We BOTH hate that. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.28.12
When you get tired one of two things happen. 1: You grasp your hands
together and then proceed to suck on your hands. Followed by the eye
rubbing with your hands still grasped. or 2: You start to get fussy from
exhaustion yet you somehow manage to fight going to sleep. Which can be
comical. For instance, if you are doing the later I will snuggle you
up, give you a pacifier and rock you. Your eyes get SOOO heavy and your
try so hard to keep them open. During which you protest only by sucking
the dickens out of that pacifier but try to vocalize yourself at the
same time through this humming/mumbling kind of sound. In end you
finally give in and just fall asleep. And that part is the most adorable
one.</span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.29.12
We were so productive today with all our errands we needed to run. We
even went and had lunch with Grandpa Glenn at the mall. He was so
excited to see you coming through the door at work. And I think you were
only in your car seat for a few minutes before he had you out and was
carrying you around like a golden trophy. He loves you so much and loves
being your Grandpa. You should have seen him at lunch when he ran into
people he knew. Anyone who would listen was getting the proud Grandpa
speech. We are lucky to have such a great family. And then later Grandma
Mary stopped by. She was in the area visiting patients and she just HAD
to see you. You are loved more than you may ever know. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">3.1.12
We ventured our way to the grocery store today... that was a mistake.
It’s the first of the month so it was a total zoo. It took us a lot
longer than normal to venture through the store {especially without Dad
as backup}. I took you in your carrier instead of your car seat and you
loved that... until about halfway through the store. Then we were BOTH
hungry, tired and more and ready to get out of there! But I was pretty
proud how we did it by ourselves in such craziness. We are a good pair
you and I. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">3.2.12
I don’t think I have told you about how ticklish you are. Oh my
goodness. ESPECIALLY those little feet! You curl your toes and pull them
back so fast when they are tickled. When I try to rub your back you
squirm like crazy. You haven’t entirely figured out what to make of
being tickled- which makes for another laugh. Sometimes the face you
make is just priceless. Tonight after I got you all ready for bed we
were just sitting on the couch snuggling and you would not stop watching
me. It sounds a little silly to write it down but you and I sat on that
couch and just looked in each other’s eyes. Neither one of us was
making any sound but we just starred. I had such an overwhelming feeling
of love for you come over me. I can’t even begin to describe to you how
much I love you. You are one of my greatest blessings and nothing makes
me happier than being your mom. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">3.3.12
Aunt Lori is in town and this afternoon you and Dad had some boy time
while Linda, Lori and I went out to lunch and did some shopping. Dad is
amazing. He loves spending time with you. He just cannot wait to teach
you everything he knows about sports- especially football. He can’t wait
to teach and show you everything there is know about life. -Speaking of
Dad, I was playing a message on my phone and it was on speaker. You
were sitting with me and when you heard Dad’s voice you started looking
around the room trying to find him. Dad was at work. My heart melted.
It’s one thing when you know he’s already in the room but I loved how
quickly and adoringly you responded to the simple sound of his voice.
Life is sweet. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">3.4.12
We both took a bath this morning. Only this time you got the royal
treatment and took a bath with me in the big tub. We BOTH loved it. You
almost fell asleep you were so relaxed. It was a fun bonding experience
for me. ANd Dad decided to introduce you to the Baby Einstein videos.
You both were sitting on the couch after your bottle and he pulled out
his phone and loaded a video on it. We already know you will watch TV
but it was pretty hilarious to see you watching that small screen with
such an intrigued look on your face. It was probably even more funny to
see Dad with a matching expression. I love you boys.</span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">3.5.12
Oh boy was tonight exciting. You were in a house full of women this
evening. We decided to have a girl’s night at our house for </span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: italic; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">The Bachelor: Women Tell All </span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">{yes,
you read that correctly} and it. was. a. full. house. We had such a
great time! There was bubbly and pizza and cookies and dessert pizza and
guacamole... we went all out for a night of bashing and gossip. Dad
even participated and was the best little server/host EVER. He literally
took it </span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: underline; vertical-align: baseline;">upon himself </span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">to
serve and cater to all us women in the house. {He loves me.} You just
loved all the extra noise and chaos at the house with so many people and
extra dogs running around everywhere. And you were so tired by 8:00 pm
that you fell right asleep in my arms and went to bed without a single
peep. I think it was one of the easiest times you have ever gone down. </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">3.6.12
Dad was a part of history today. He was at the first-ever Idaho
Republican presidential caucus tonight. After I picked you up from
daycare we were going to try to make it for a least a little while but
we ran out of time. So instead you and I enjoyed our quiet evening at
home. You got your favorite bath and I got to read a book after you went
to sleep. I would say a pretty good evening. I love having that
one-on-one time with you. And Stephanie said you were a monster eater
today. You ate every hour-hour and half instead of every 3 hours! Can
you say growth spurt? </span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">3.7.12
I love Wednesdays. I am updating this journal and I can hear you waking
up from your nap in the other room. I LOVE all your little noises. You
are in your crib just talking to yourself and happy as a clam. I need to
record these sounds so I never forget. I love all 13 pounds of you to
pieces. </span></span></div>Jessica Dosshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04845920936650639841noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2216411504970043621.post-56403956701897784632012-02-16T00:07:00.002-07:002012-03-02T14:30:12.494-07:0014 Days of Valentines<div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">
<span style="font-size: small;">Oh Valentine's Day. What an interesting holiday. You either love it or hate it. Am I right? There is just no fence sitting with this one. Well, I happen to love Valentine's Day. And this year I was determined to make it a memorable one. {I actually have a new resolution to make ALL holidays memorable and fun ones.} Adam has what he likes to call THE 14 DAYS OF VALENTINES. Basically, this is a fun way to show your love each day up until Valentines. Each day you do something special to tell your lover how much you love them. I hid these in all sorts of places for him to find and Adam loved every minute of it. He has <u>attempted </u>to do this every year for me... So this year I was determined to REALLY show him what these 14 days are all about. So as I was searching for inspiration on ways to go about accomplishing this I discovered this is not a foreign idea to the internet. There are lots of good ideas out there people. But here is what I came up with to show my valentine how much he means to me. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Heart Attack! The weather was wet and since that was the case I had to decorate the garage door instead of Adam's car at work. I was really hoping for that public display. I would have loved to see him drive down Eagle Road with a car littered in paper hearts. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">A mug with a picture of Dax and I so show off at work. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Shower crayons. A fun way to start the day with notes and games on the shower walls. Don't worry, I only took pictures of the appropriate ones for the sake of y'all. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">{The best part was Adam's response back. It was a fun little banter we had going on and I had to laugh out loud to some of his drawings and remarks.}</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">DAY 4</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Treasure Hunt. Adam came home to a treasure map complete with pirate dialogue and clues to a hidden buried treasure.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">DAY 5</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">DAY 6</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Getting ready to a bathroom littered with pick-up lines. You know, start the day full of compliments. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">DAY 8</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">DAY 9</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Lucky boy got golden tickets.... </span><span style="font-size: small;">{the template can be found <a href="http://www.hotdateideas.com/gift-ideas/love-coupons-golden-ticket">HERE</a>}</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Ways to say "I Love You" in ten different languages.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Homemade lottery tickets.... </span><span style="font-size: small;">{how to instructions can be found <a href="http://artmind-etcetera.blogspot.com/2009/05/how-to-make-scratch-off-lottery-tickets.html">HERE</a>}</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">DAY 13</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">13 reasons why I love him.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">DAY 14 </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">A good old home cooked meal with sparkling cider and candlelight.... okay somehow life got busy and we ended up with just the dinner part :]</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Some of you are probably really good counters and noticed that I missed 2 days. I pride myself on the fact I did as well as I did but yes, I got behind the ball twice. And trust me ADAM NOTICED. He was so cute as he bashfully asked if he missed something that day because he looked so hard to find his valentine but couldn't.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">I love you Adam. And this year was special because I had TWO valentines. I'm such a lucky girl. </span></div>
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Already. Daxton is 13 weeks today. 3 beautiful months. I have learned so much not only about Daxton, but about myself. About being a mother. There truly is no greater calling. </div>
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I have been singing you your ABCs as my song of choice the last few
days but let me just say you like the Spanish version MUCH better. For
some reason it is soooo funny. You just smile and coo up a storm! I wish
I could read your mind in those moments; I wonder what you are really
thinking. Even more so I wonder what you think when I literally talk
nonstop and tell you everything all day. I never stop talking to you; I
am an open book and you know no secrets. Thanks for being such a great
listener and never interrupting. :) </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.10.12
I’ve been slowly retiring some of your newborn clothes and you are
progressively outgrowing them faster than I know how to cope with.
However, it is so fun to watch you learn and grow and it amazes me how
much you learn in a day. This afternoon we snuggled up on the couch and
watched a movie and I cannot even begin to describe how much I loved it.
I LOVE being able to do whatever with you and not worry about what day
or time it is or what I need to get done... none of it matters in those
moments. It’s like I can freeze time for just a little while. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.11.12
We had your 2 month appointment today... meaning shots. Thank goodness
Dad came because I cried. I actually did better than I though I would
you should be proud. You did great though; you are such a champ. You
weighed in at 10.2 pounds which kind of surprised me and overall you are
looking fantastic and growing beautifully. But later on into the day
you needed lots of tlc and those little thighs of yours were very sore
and tender. I felt terrible. I just hope tomorrow is better.</span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.12.12
I have told you about some of your favorite things like the Spanish
ABCs but there are some more. 2 things that you LOVE and also ALWAYS
calm you down are a song and photograph. The song is “Santa Lucia” by
Nicho Hinojosa and yes that is in Spanish as well. It’s on a CD from
your dad’s mission and it’s also one of our love songs. YOU. LOVE. IT. I
put it on repeat and you just sit so still and listen to it. It’s
pretty funny. In fact you are listening to it RIGHT NOW. I think you
really like the guitar in it but especially Spanish. You love it. I just
hope we can teach it to you. You also really love a photograph in our
living room. It’s my favorite wedding picture of your dad and I. We are
in front of the temple- coincidence? I think not. Of all the things in
the room you could like to look it there is definitely no parallel. If
you are fussy we can just put you in front of it and you instantly quiet
down. It is one of the sweetest things I have ever seen and I know you
understand or at least can feel what that picture means. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.13.12
Dad has a boy scout campout tonight up in McCall so it’s you and Me.
Aunt Carissa came home tonight so we went to play at your Grandparents.
We went on a double date with Grandma and Grandpa to The Outback
Steakhouse. You did NOT like it there. Part of it was the fact that it
was late and we had waited for almost an hour in the waiting room, but
after I finished my salad it was game over... We decided to spend the
night again and you loved it. I found it hard to sleep in the same room
though. That sounds terrible but you see at home you sleep in your crib
in your own room. At Grandma’s we are in the same room so I hear every
little noise you make and you are a cute, but also a NOISY sleeper; so I
woke up a lot thinking you were waking up. Nope you were always sound
asleep. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.14.12
We love Saturdays. Saturday means Dad is home. Of course we he was
camping so we didn’t seem him until later that day but we still LOVE
having him home. You boys always seem to find time to watch a football
game together on the weekends. And it’s funny because you both claim to
be “watching” but you are both watching through closed eyes. Now if I
didn’t know any better I’d say you were sleeping. But that could just be
a technicality. Tonight Dad and I went out on our second date. We did
family dinner at Austin’s and afterwards went to see a movie. Everyone
couldn’t wait for us to leave to have you all to themselves. I admit I
did much better leaving you this time. However, I have a confession to
make. As soon as the movie was over (literally, the credits JUST
started) I was crying. I missed you. And Monday is my first day back at
work. I’m really nervous. I don’t know how I will do for more than 3
hours. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.15.12
After church we had dinner with Grandma Mary and Edd. Your grandmother
just loves you to pieces. She can’t wait to take you out of the car seat
the absolute second we walk in the door. You are a very loved little
boy and that will never change. You have a special place in every one's
hearts that cannot be replaced- especially mine. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.16.12
First day back at work. I only cried halfway there. That’s pretty good.
I thought I wouldn’t do so well. But I was definitely glad Dad took you
to Grandma Jones’. THAT I would not have been able to handle. I could
leave with you still asleep at home but I don’t think I would have done
well dropping you off. Work actually went well and pretty fast. You
didn’t seem to mind playing at Grandma’s. And better yet it was Martin
Luther King Jr day. Meaning Andrew, Gregg and Carissa were home all day.
Austin even stopped by as did Grandpa; they HAD to just come say hi. I
was ready by the end of the day to see you. I missed you. When I got
there you were sound asleep in your swing. I wanted to wake you but I
was good and let you sleep instead. It was hard though. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.17.12
I am only working Mondays for the next 2 weeks to get my feet wet again
so we got to play all day! Well, more like hang out. We were lazy
today. I love that. One day it will be gone so I will just enjoy it
while I’ve got it. One thing I have been meaning to write about is the
how excited you get when it’s time to eat. Holy smokes you get soooo
excited when you see that bottle and then when I put the burp rag under
your chin you start smacking those lips SOOOO loud and fast accompanied
by those kicking legs. You squirm with anticipation until that bottle
reaches your lips. Then it’s relaxation time. You are just content. All
your little quirks are adorable. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.18.12
It FINALLY snowed this year! We woke up to a winter wonderland. I have
to tell you. Last night I decided to catch up on this year’s season of
“The Bachelor.” You AND your dad watched it with me. You literally sat
down and watched the screen with me. It was hilarious. You only lasted
for about 30 minutes of it and went to bed. Dad on the other hand
watched all 3 episodes. Yes, it’s true. He watched them until 1:00am
with me. What a good husband right? We had fun laughing at how silly
girls are (one day you will think so too). You are also on this
hand-sucking kick right now. Instead of thumb sucking, you ball up your
fist really tight and suck on the back of your hand and first knuckle.
It’s hilarious how hard you suck in an attempt to get something out. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.19.12
We spent a good portion of our day today with your Grandma Mary. She
had occupational therapy for her wrist downtown and we took her to her
appointment and waited while she was seen. You draw so much positive
attention! We played in the waiting room but I was amazed that not ONE
person walked by without complimenting you. Either on how adorable or
handsome you are, how well you behaved for such a lengthy period of
time, how alert you were... the list goes on. After Grandma’s
appointment we went to lunch at the Olive Garden and you did wonderfully
seeing as you slept the whole time. :) You are also becoming so
talkative. I truly love it. I will never tire of listening to your
little noises and coos. One day I will miss them dearly. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.20.12
The last few days I am starting to think your dad is right. He has
always said you look like Uncle Gregg. I have always said you look like
Uncle Andrew, but just this last little bit I would have to agree with
him. You look more and more like Gregg everyday. Next week I start my
full week at work so this afternoon we went to the Toyn’s house today to
make sure your car seat fits okay in their van. I feel really good
about you going there and you seem just ecstatic to have some playmates.
I think you will really like it there. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.21.12
This morning we went and watched Dad play in his church basketball
game. He has fun playing... don’t tell him, but let’s hope you get your
basketball talents from me :) It was fun to sit there with you because
you were so occupied by everything that was going on. You REALLY loved
when the next team and their families started showing up. You love chaos
I have decided; that and people watching. The busier and louder the
better. After that we all took a nap. And I mean ALL. The whole family
including Jack and Lula fell asleep on the couch in the space of just 2
seat cushions. We all tend to do that sometimes. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.22.12
You are on a new bubble blowing kick. You somehow manage to blow all
these teeny tiny bubbles and let them sit on your lips. I have no ideas
where you learned that one. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.23.12
I went in to work for the second time today and it was easier than last
week so that is good news. Meanwhile you went to Aunt Codi’s today and
played. She loved having you there and she said the only time you cried
and were fussy was when Uncle Austin held you. I kinda thought that was
slightly humorous. Then tonight was family night at Grandma Rene’s
assisted living home. We went and had sloppy joes and played Bingo. It
was actually pretty fun. And you my dear, were in bed by 9:00pm which
might I add is not a usual. Then you slept 7 hours again. I love it when
you do that. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.24.12
One of my favorite things is your little hands. It is so amazing to me
how small they are. I love when you hold my hand when we are snuggling. I
love to watch those little hands open and close around my fingers over
and over again. I can’t describe it but I feel so important and loved in
moments like that. I am the luckiest girl in the world. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.25.12
You love me so unconditionally. It’s truly humbling. I cannot even
fathom the words to describe to you how much I love you. I love being
your mom. I love looking into those blue eyes of yours and smiling at
you only to get an even bigger smile back. I love when you try to talk
to me. We hold lots of conversations you and I. I just wish I could see
the world from your eyes some days. To see everything so new and fresh
would be so invigorating. I get just a little taste of it by watching
you learn and discover all the things this world has to offer. Life
doesn’t get any better than this. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.26.12
Mom went out on a girl’s night which left you home for a boy’s night
with Dad. I think you both thoroughly enjoyed the experience seeing as
you and Dad had a dance party in the kitchen, followed up with your
bath. You wore your new pajamas that look like a pilot’s flight suit
which naturally lead to zooming around the room like an airplane. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.27.12
Do you know that the absolute BEST part about my day is? When you first
wake up in the morning and greet me. There is nothing better than
waking up to you grinning from ear to ear and genuinely happy to see me.
It makes me feel so good. I LOVE that smile of yours. And you slept 8
hours last night. A new record. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.28.12
Saturday is a special day, it’s a day to get ready for Sunday... We
tackled chores big time. It was much needed. Tonight we went on a dinner
date to Chipotle and followed that up with dessert at Kneaders. Yum. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.29.12 </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.30.12
It’s my official start week back at work with my new schedule workof
Mondays, Tuesdays and Fridays. It surprisingly has not been as hard for
me to go back as I was anticipating but that doesn’t mean I don’t miss
you like crazy. When I called to check on you Grandma told me that
Grandpa held you from the moment you arrived until the last possible
moment before he had to go to work. Then he timed his lunch around your
nap so he could come home to play with you. They love you and so do I. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1.31.12
I am going to hate Tuesdays. Today is a Tuesday. And I am not a fan. It
was such a long day! It’s my full day at work each week and by the time
I get off work and pick you up from daycare it’s SOO late and you go to
bed 2 hours later. It’s depressing. I REALLY missed you today. BUT on a
positive note, it was your first day at the Stephanie Toyn’s house.
YOU. LOVED. IT. Steph said you did so well with your naps and eating and
her kids loved having you there. Let me tell you it is such a relief to
hear that and know you are in such good hands. That I am very grateful
for. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.1.12
You slept SOOO well last night! You were pooped after your fun day
yesterday and were not only in bed by 8:00pm but we only got up once all
night! I was so proud of you! Then you and I were up and at ‘em by
7:30am and ready to tackle the day. You even took a nap in your crib!
It’s been a little while since you napped there. I felt like it was a
very successful day in regards to solidifying a schedule. SUCCESS! This
afternoon you and I were working on phase 1 of Dad’s Valentines while
watching a movie and you were totally watching it with me. It’s funny to
see you so interested in something on TV. 3 months {almost} and going
on 3 years. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.2.12
We had a busy night. We had a surprise birthday party for Grandma Cole
at Flying Pie Pizza. You and I went and picked up family from the
airport and you got to meet some of your great aunts and uncles for the
first time. It was quite the gathering and we had a lot of fun with
everyone. It’s been such a long time since everyone was all together
like that. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.3.12
I had the day off today! It was slow at work so I was able to stay home
and play with you which is a much better alternative in my opinion. You
are really starting to show your facial expressions and vocalizing your
thoughts. I love to listen to those perfect baby sounds. Tonight was
another surprise party for your Great Grandpa Jones. Always interesting
with that side of the family...</span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.4.12
Fair warning: this post may be TMI... You gave me a laugh out loud
moment today. Oh my goodness. We were watching a movie this morning and
you were also playing on your play mat. I look over to see you not only
clenching those fists tightly like you do, but your nostrils were white
from flaring them. Then all of the sudden a miniature bomb went off in
your pants. It was quick and powerful and after it was over you were so
happy with a big ol’ grin on your face. I was laughing so hard! Aunt
Carissa came home for the weekend and she came to visit. She can’t
believe how big you have gotten already. She really hates not being
around to be more involved but we love it when she comes home. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.5.12
It is a slow weekend for us because you and Dad are sick. The cold has
come to visit and there is a lot of sleeping happening around here. And I
must say you are a happy little guy for not feeling too great. You are
content if you are being held and snuggled. And today is also Superbowl
Sunday so another first for you. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.6.12
I was nervous to leave you today. You have been feeling MUCH better but
I wanted to be there for you all the same. Grandma did a great job
though. When I got to Grandma’s to pick you up you were fast asleep and
snuggling with Hannah on the couch. I was so happy to see you. I really
miss you while I am at work. I’m just glad we have so much love and
support to make it easier. </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.7.12
Tuesday again. The best part about my day is picking you from daycare. I
LOVE seeing you after a long day. There is no better feeling than
heading home to Dad with you in the backseat.</span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #783f04; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">2.8.12
3 months today. It has gone so fast. You slept 9 hours last night too!
What a great way to kick off another month. I wish I could tell you how
much you mean to me. I will never be able to put into words how hard it
is to sneak into your room and kiss you goodbye on days I go to work. I
hate not being able to start the day with one of your contagious smiles.
You are the reason I get up each day. I can’t imagine a life without
you or your father. Some things I always want to remember: </span><br style="color: #783f04;" /><div dir="ltr" style="color: #783f04; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt; text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">How much you LOVE your baths. It’s some of my favorite one-on-one time with you. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">That adorable smile first thing in the morning. Absolute BEST way to start the day.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">The
gratifying feeling of success as you learn. Like how to put yourself to
sleep for naps and at night, sleeping for long hours and even through
the night and discovering new things like how useful your hands are.
Simple, but gratifying.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">Our
bond as mother and son. I love that you know your mama. I feel so proud
when you instantly know it’s me. There is just something about being so
important and loved by someone so small. You know my voice and respond
to it with such trust. It’s a beautiful feeling. </span></div>Jessica Dosshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04845920936650639841noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2216411504970043621.post-73340842303929971522012-01-18T11:15:00.002-07:002012-01-18T11:15:14.771-07:00360 Minutes<div style="color: #783f04; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
360 minutes. That is 6 hours. Have you ever heard of this show?</div>
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Well, I haven't watched this show since Jake was the bachelor. My friend Rachel and I watched it obsessively. It was our girl's night. Silly right? I bet you are wondering what 360 minutes has to do with anything. So I'll cut to the chase. I caught the end of one of this season's episodes on TV the other day while doing laundry. When I got bored last night while Adam was doing homework I jumped online for something to watch and WALLA. Adam came in and sat down next to me... then 3 episodes later it's 1:00am.(Note: <span id="internal-source-marker_0.29667758530811683" style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Courier New; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">1 episode=120 minutes. 3 episodes=360 minutes. 360 minutes=6 hours). </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">No ugly sweater party this year- had a baby instead. So he HAD to wear it Christmas Eve.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; font-size: small;">Yep, you read the
title right: 2 months. Where has the time gone? I can't even begin to
explain how wonderful my life with this little boy is. Right next to
Adam, they are my most favorite things in this whole world. I love being
Daxton's mommy and I can't wait to hear what his little voice will one
day sound like when he calls me that. But not to get ahead of myself of
course. Time can just take a chill pill as far as I am concerned because
Dax is growing up WAY TOO FAST. Although he still has that newborn cry
he hardly seems like a newborn baby to me anymore. I just hope I can
capture every moment and never forget how sweet life is when you take a
moment to slow down and joy it. Seriously, as I am writing this post
this little man is asleep in my arms. I swear I could hold him forever,
especially when he sleeps. I mean look how sweet he is? </span></div>
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You and I went to my work Christmas party at Wahooz for some bowling
fun. Let me just say you were most definitely the life of the party and
the star attraction. You even posed for a photo-op with one of the
bowling teams. You were awake for the longest time period of your life as we bowled. And those light fixtures were just something else- you
couldn’t seem to get enough of them. And you slept like a rock after
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Tonight we had the Pences and the Botkins over and we made homemade
Christmas ornaments out of salt dough. It was an experience and we were
all definitely first timers. Dad and I tried to get your hand and
footprints done but it was proving to be more difficult than we thought
and I’m not so sure you were a fan of the cold dough on your feet. We
also made Grinch cookies which turned out AMAZING if I do say so myself.
Two new Christmas traditions I hope we do for many years to come. </span></div>
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We all made it through our first full week of church as a family. There
are about 5 newborn babies in the ward but my unbiased opinion is you
are definitely the cutest. We made the family rounds today and ended at
your Great Grandma Cole’s house to do our traditional ornament opening.
Each year Grandma gives everyone a new ornament. You got your first.
They are a pair of little blue glass shoes with all your birth
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Okay Bud, Dad and I have been attending your all-night parties for the
last few nights and we are TIRED. I love you but I don’t think I can do
many more nights until 3 am anymore. So our new goal--> work on that.</span></div>
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finally weighed you since your last dr visit and you are up to 8
pounds! It's crazy for me to think some girls deliver babies as big as
you are now and even bigger than that! I just can't imagine. Thanks for
coming a little early and sparing me :) and when you woke up crying from
a nap this afternoon you had your first crocodile tears. Is it bad to
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You rolled over today! I told you that you were very strong for your
age. You rolled over from your tummy to your back and luckily I got it
on film! And tonight after your bath Dad was reading to you and normally
you are pretty interested in the book itself but tonight you were all
about Dad. You just stared up at him and didn't take your eyes off him. I
tried to take a picture but you fell asleep by the time I got there. He
loves you so much and so do I. And we had a great night last night! You
were in bed by 9:00pm and we only got up twice in the night. I was so
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We went to your baby shower the ward TRIED to put on the day you were
born today. It was a rescheduled for obvious reasons. It was put on by
my wonderful visiting teachers and turned out to be a lot of fun and you
got spoiled rotten... AGAIN. You lucky boy you. </span></div>
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Back to the pediatrician today. Bad news is we went back because you
have not been feeling good. Good news is you are now 8.6 pounds and
growing beautifully. I took you in because for the last 2 days you have
not been your happy little self and all you want is to be held all day-
even for your naps. Not that I mind holding you but I couldn’t stand to see
you cry because something was hurting anymore. And I was right, you
have GER (gastroesophageal reflux ) which is basically heartburn in
babies. So Dr Kissam gave you a prescription to take away the pain. I
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The medicine definitely seems to be doing its job. You had a MUCH
better night and things are looking up! We went and did some Christmas
shopping today (we are a little late in the game) and didn’t get very
far. More running around than anything. Tonight we had a Jones Family
dinner at Uncle Austin’s and did our gift exchange because they will be
in Cedar, Utah for Christmas this year. And OH MY GOODNESS your Uncle
and Aunt love you SOOO much. But I have to back up and fill in some
details. Austin nicknamed you Sanka from the movie “Cool Runnings”
because when he very first saw you you were ‘tanning’ under he bililight
at the hospital; then the second time he saw you you were wearing your
football beanie with the tastles- he saw them as dreads. So he teases
about your “lucky egg” and the name Sanka has stuck ever since. Well,
Uncle Austin found you a Christmas present alright. HE FOUND A LUCKY
EGG! And he was so excited to give it to you. So you now have a lucky
egg, “Cool Runnings” and a onesie that says “Want to kiss my lucky egg?”
on the front and “Sanka” on the back... it will all make more sense
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Lazy day at our house. Dad got to watch 2 football games... not a usual
around our house. And I found what to make for your Christmas present! It is in the
making and I am super excited because I think you are just going to love
it! We went to Grandpa and Grandpa Doss’ for dinner with Great Grandma
Rene. And I must say I have never seen someone eat like Grandma Rene!
She is the fastest eater on the planet! And that’s not a bad thing, I
was simply super impressed and blown away- not at all what I was
expecting from her. They couldn’t believe how much you have grown in the
past week either. Putting on some pounds and starting to outgrow some
of your newborn clothes... I’m not ready for that yet because before you
know it my maternity leave will be over, then it’s your first day of
school, then your dating and.... Let’s just slow it down okay? I want to
enjoy every second and not miss a thing. I just can’t believe how fast
time really does go!</span></div>
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We spent the day with Aunt Carissa today. We BOTH loved it. We miss her
while she is away at school so today was a blast. We went Christmas
shopping and ran errands AND I GOT THE SUPPLIES FOR YOUR PRESENT!
Construction begins tomorrow! Your Dad and I rented the movie “The Fifth
Quarter” and oh my goodness. The story line is based on a true story
and SOOOO sad. Without going into details it made your dad and I really
think about how fragile life is and how quickly someone you love can be
gone. I want you to know how much we love you Daxton. You are the MOST
important thing in the whole world and all that matters. We can’t
imagine a life without you in it. You have a very important part in this
family and always will. </span></div>
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Thank you for having such a good day today. Because of that I was able
to clean the house and not just the house, but the WHOLE house. It was a
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Busy day! Brunch with your Great Aunt Jane and Grandma, off to hang
with the uncles, then to my 6 week appointment with Dr Z! We weren't
even home today it seems like. Dad came home early from work and his
Christmas vacation started so we get him for a whole week! We are both
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Yesterday was so busy for us that you didn't get an actual nap. The
good ones where you fall asleep and wake up on your own so consequently
today you were soooo sleepy.You just wanted to sleep. Sleep. Sleep.
Needless to say. Was another pretty lazy day. Tonight during bath time
you cried going in the tub, loved your bath as always (especially
getting your hair washed, you LOVE to have your head rubbed with my
fingertips) and cried coming out of the tub. You really didn't want it
to end. But I don't blame you I hate that initial getting out of the
shower moment- it's cold! Oh and I finished your present... It's your
mobile! Dad helped and it looks pretty good If I do say so myself.</span></div>
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Christmas Eve! We have been busy this holiday season because you are
the life of all the parties and the VIP guest too. We went and did
Christmas with Grandma Mary and you got to open your first stocking.
Uncle Dan gave you your first fishing pole and Aunt Lori gave you the
book Corduroy. From there we went to Aunt Virlyn's for some pasta and
you met Aunt Heather for the first time. Then that evening we celebrated
Christmas with my family at our house and Elder Belliston came too. We
had tons of food and played our family money game- Grandma Cole won this
time. We opened all our present and you had quite the haul! Your
favorite gift by far has been your swing. You love that thing and know the instant it stops moving even if you are dead asleep. You did pretty good
with all the loud noise and didn't even seem to mind. It was another
late night for all of us.</span></div>
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Your first Christmas! It was spent with Dad's family and we just played
all day long. Grandma Rene came and we did our gift exchange which is
always an adventure with everyone. You were passed around and loved as
always and enjoyed sleeping in everyone's arms- that's your favorite
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Dad's office is all closed up for the week and school is out so we get
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Where has the week gone? With Dad home it's been so nice to get things
done- your room is FINALLY getting put together! And I've decided you
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Ugh. Dad and I got organized with all our medical bills between the 3
of us. Let's just keep it simple and say its been a medical year and
thank goodness for insurance. We went and played cards with Grandma Rene
today and she loved that we were able to stay and hang out for a few
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I had to go get some follow up blood work done today so I was at the
hospital for a good 5 hours; leaving you and Dad on your own. You boys
seemed to do okay without me but I sure missed you. Dad had to deal with
your first blow out all by himself :) It wasn’t very big as you will
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New Year’s Eve! We had a little get together at our house and you did
wonderful as always! It was so fun to ring in the new year with you and
your dad as we watched the countdown and drank our bubbly (non-alcoholic
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Interesting day at church today. Well, funny might be a better word.
You are going to be quite the little entertainer. During sacrament
meeting you started to stir in your car seat so I took you out and was
holding you. Mind you, it’s quiet and you let out a loud belch. Everyone
giggled because for such a little person it was pretty impressive. But
the fun didn’t stop there for you- oh no. As if you wanted to one-up
yourself you followed with a nice juicy wet toot. That really got the
crowd going. Yep, you are definitely your father’s son. In fact, he was
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I’ve said it before but your hunger cues are constantly changing and
lately it’s sticking out your tongue. Today however, I learned a new
one. You were chillin in your swing while I was getting ready today and I
heard you spit out your pacifier then all the sudden SMACK! Those
perfect little lips let out the loudest smack I have ever heard! I
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You giggled today! I was just talking out loud to you like I always do;
just sharing my thoughts and I asked you if you wanted to hear a secret
and you giggled! It was so cute! You have really started to be very
observant and take in your surroundings.Objects have become so
interesting. You LOVE the frame collage in the living room too, for some
reason it is just fascinating! Dad and I also went on our first date
night alone tonight. We went to the Cirque du Soliel’s Michael Jackson:
the Immortal World Tour and you went to Grandpa and Grandma Doss’. I
cried as we pulled out of the drive way. It was so hard to leave you
like that but I made it just fine for those few hours. You did
wonderfully though-happy as a clam and behaved so well, just like your
mother taught you. :)</span></div>
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It is becoming so fun to have playtime- when you are actually awake
that is. But you love to lay on your mat with all your bright fun toys
dangling above your head. I can make you giggle easily and you are
trying SOOO hard to actually laugh. It’s sooo cute to watch. You open
your mouth so wide and give me this big grin and coo and talk right back
to me. I sure love being your mom. Oh, and Grandma Mary came and hung
out with us for a few hours today. She thinks you are just the best
medicine for that broken wrist of hers. </span></div>
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I love giving you your baths. And frankly you love getting them. But I
REALLY love your hair after a bath. It’s adorable. Not only is it
getting lighter like a sandy brown, but it’s sooo fuzzy right after a
bath. And I love putting it into all sorts of little hair styles while I
dry you off. But my favorite is that little fohawk.</span></div>
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Mom had to go into work today to get her new schedule all arranged.
Time has gone way to fast and I’m so sad that I have to go back to work
already. I would TOTALLY rather just hang around with you all day. I’m
going to have a hard time, but it’s only temporary in the big scheme of
things... You are now batting and playing with your toys! You were on
your play mat that suspends toys above you and while watching them like
always you took a swing at one and game over. Once you discovered that
those toys didn’t stand a chance. You went crazy hitting them around and
enjoying the sounds and influx of movement. It’s so fun to watch you
learn and discover something new. Like your tongue for instance- ever
since that discovery it has not stopped moving. Tonight was a Jones
family get together. Those are always interesting. You met almost
everyone there for the first time too. Quite the little celebrity
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First Doss family breakfast! We met Dad’s family for breakfast like we
do every month and it was your first outing. We went to Elmer’s (now
called Jerry’s I think) and you were just ecstatic to see your Grandma.
She can get you to laugh and coo and smile like no body's business! It
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BREAKING NEWS... YOU SLEPT 6 1/2 HOURS LAST NIGHT! A NEW RECORD! Officially 2 months old and Church today. We were out in the hall after
you had eaten and when the ward before us go out and you were in
heaven. With all the noise and so many people and kids running around
there was just so much to see. It was fun to watch you and those little
eyes ran around like crazy trying to take everything in. Have I
mentioned how much I love you? And the fact that you are 2 months? I
can’t believe it. I’m amazed at how much you have grown and developed in
such a short time frame. And SOO smart. </span></div>Jessica Dosshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04845920936650639841noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2216411504970043621.post-67679339794220763952011-12-13T11:18:00.002-07:002011-12-13T21:30:29.248-07:00One Line a Day<div style="color: #783f04; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
My dear friend Rachel inspired me to do this. She kept a daily journal for her daughter to mark all those first milestones and I just loved her line a day so much that I thought I should do the same. </div>
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So much to learn. We are both trying to get the hang of breastfeeding
and things are slowly progressing for us. But you are just the sweetest
thing I think I have ever seen. Your weight dropped down to 4.15 and I
was just shocked when the nurses told me that. That is soooo little! You had to do some time under the bili light because of your jaundice. It made me so sad to see you under there I was pretty emotional. But you did great and after a little while you didn't seem to mind. You
are so sleepy and sleep like there is no tomorrow. Between all the
visitors and eating every 2 hours, all three of us are just exhausted
but we have had the most incredible time together and I wouldn’t trade
all of this for the world. I love being your mommy. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.10.11
We got to take you home from the hospital today! It was such a great
feeling leaving with you. Dad and I were on such an emotional and
spiritual high. It felt so good to get outside and experience so many
firsts with you. Like your first time outside, your first car ride,
first time meeting Jack and Lula, first night at home… We are so
blessed to have you in our family and it couldn’t be more complete.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.11.11
4 days old today and your first photo shoot! After your first initial
visit with Dr. Kissam, your pediatrician, you had your newborn photos
with Amanda Andrews out in Mountain home. You did so great and let me
just say those pictures are going to be so cute! You loved all the
heating pads and space heaters everywhere. Daddy got his picture taken
with you on his college football- he was so proud.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.13.11
Grandma Mary came over and spent the afternoon with you and me. You
sunbathed again to help with your jaundice and you loved it- just like
your Mom. Daddy and I had to take you to the hospital to get more blood
work done to measure your bilirubin levels and we waited for 2 hours.
Daddy was getting protective that you had to wait so long to be seen- he
was not happy. You really didn’t like having you have your foot poked
and I was trying so hard not to cry.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.14.11 You have officially found your tongue and you play with that silly little thing all day long.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.15.11
You had your follow up appointment today and your circumcision. I felt
so sad leaving that office. But the dr said you were SOOO good, you
didn’t even cry during the procedure. And you are back up to your birth
weight again of 5.5 lbs! Your jaundice looks much better and you are
more perfect than ever.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.16.11
I took you back to see your pediatrician today to check on you. We had a
rough night last night because you were bleeding and I was an emotional
wreck. I felt so bad and you were having a hard time being your usual
relaxed self. Grandma Jones and Andrew came over to help me because
Daddy was at school- thank goodness you have such a great family. You
are one lucky little guy.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.17.11
Last night Grandpa Jones came and had a sleepover at the house. He came
to give mom and dad a full night of sleep. He got up with you every 2
hours with you. When I woke up he left you a note in your crib. It said:
“Daxton, Thanks for letting me sleep over. It was fun getting to know
you better. I’m looking forward to more fun dates ahead. Tell mom I love
her- Love Grandpa” He is already the best grandpa and loves you sooo
much. He also says you are the cutest baby he has ever seen. He’s not
biased. And your umbilical cord fell off today! You have an officially
innie!</span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.18.11
You had your first act of defiance today. You definitely get this from
me. But you wanted absolutely NOTHING to do with nursing. You literally
used your hands and feet to push away and with those little lips pierced
together at tightly as you could muster. I wish I could have captured
the look on your face. You also got to be the tag-a-long for Daddy and
I’s date night. All three of us went to the redbox and curled up and
watched “The Green Lantern.”</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.19.11
First Boise State Football game- well technically your second but first
you participated in. We went to Uncle Austin and Aunt Codi’s house and
you were actually watching the game on the screen. I was pretty
impressed. On a sad note your Great Papa John passed away today. Your
dad was really sad that we never got the chance to meet them. But he was
so excited when we talked to him after you were born.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.20.11
You went to first tithing settlement. Bishop Broadbent thinks you are
just precious and you know what? He’s so right. And you got to meet Aunt
Lori today! She was so excited to see you.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.21.11
Lots and lots of visitors in the last 13 days of your life. I think we
are both getting ready for things to settle down. It makes it hard for
both of us to get in food and naps. Today you were out and about the
most you have been in your whole life. I was a little apprehensive to
say the least. We met up with Grandma Jones on her lunch hour to try to
find your blessing outfit and you got to see all the girls at Dr Z’s
office and they just loved to love up on you. After Dad got off work we
went to your Great Grandma Hayes house to meet her for the first time.
She is a professional seamstress and was attempting to help alter a
tuxedo we found for you. No luck. Then, we went to Costco. It felt good
to be out and about but you are still so little it makes me nervous. But
you are a champ and didn’t even mind- believe it or not you just slept
through most of it.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.22.11
We went back to your pediatrician today for your 2 week check. She said
you look just perfect. (That seems to be a common word for describing
you.) You are now 6 lbs and have grown ½ “. Your jaundice is gone so you
no long have to eat every 2 hours! You and I are BOTH excited about
more sleep at night. But we found out why you have had a few rough
nights- gas. Your poor little belly is bloated so we have some exercises
to do that will help and got some gas drops too. They seem to help but I
just wish I could make it go away; I don’t like it when you are no your
happy cheery self.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.23.11
You have started to dislike being swaddled as much as you used to. You
LOVE to sleep with your hands above your head on either side of you now.
And stretching out your legs is becoming more common instead of always
cured up like a frog. You are changing everyday too. I can’t believe
that you don’t really look like a newborn to me anymore. And when Daddy
was feeding you tonight you took the bottle right out of his hands and
held it all by yourself! You are only 2 weeks old! We were impressed.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.24.11
Happy Thanksgiving! Today is your official due date. We ate our
Thanksgiving meal at Grandma Mary’s house with Ed and Aunt Lori. You
slept through everything. You are just one tired little tike! After
dinner we made the rounds to all the family. We played the money game at
Austin and Codi’s and your dad won the pot of $39! Wahoo! Then the
candy bar game we weren’t so lucky to come out on top. After that we
headed off to your Great Aunt Virlyn’s to visit with everyone. Grandpa
and Grandma just got home from your Great Papa John’s funeral in
California so they haven’t seen you all week- it was a great treat for
them.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.25.11
Your first Black Friday! Dad convinced Mom to go out with Aunt Carissa
and Grandma for a little shopping and so you had your first boys night
with Dad. Things went pretty well considering it was in the middle of
the night. You have such a good Dad. I hope you know how much he truly
loves you.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.26.11
Dad had his internship at BSU again today so you stayed home and hung
out with me. We like having the day to just hang out and attempt to get
things done. Laundry is about all we can ever get accomplished. When Dad
came home we went out and did a little more shopping which really ended
up as window shopping. It was nice to for us to get out of the house
for a little while.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.27.11
Your baby blessing was today! Daddy did such a good job! You were just
peaceful and good and ever sleeping away. You looked soooo cute in your
little blessing outfit. And you have such a big support system. The men
who participated in your blessing were: Dad, Grandpa Jones, Uncle
Austin, Dustin Moyer, Tucker Botkin, Dane Pence, Andrew Firkins, and
Adam Firkins. It was such a wonderful experience and I was just happy to
be a part of it. Your Dad was so nervous; he hadn’t been that nervous
in his whole life- not even for a college football game! I hope you know
how special you are to him. He loves you so much. You don’t even know
the impact you have a missionary already. Your Grandpa and Grandma Doss
and Grandma Mary were all there too. That is HUGE! After your blessing
Dad handed you over to Grandpa Doss and his reaction was so neat to
watch. He wasn’t able to participate in your blessing but just having
that honor was very moving for him and it showed. They all love you
Daxton and so do I. Oh and the Christmas tree is officially up :)</span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.28.11
You have done it ever since day 1, but that little “O” face you make is
just to die for. I am sad that you don’t make your audible high pitched
sigh as much as you used to. Your Daddy and I love it and I just hope
we can get it recorded.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.29.11
First night in your crib last night! You nap there during the day but
Mommy was a little nervous to make the jump and have you sleep across
the house at night. But I did it and that was probably your best night
EVER since being home. It made a very enjoyable and sleep inclined night
for your mother so thank you.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">11.30.11
We went to visit my work today. It was kinda comical to hear all the
“aaaawwwws” and “oooooohhhhhs” coming from all the girls. Everyone just
loved you and couldn’t believe how little you are which is crazy to me
because I see how much you have grown these 3 weeks. I swear you have
doubled your size. And we made our first ever trip to the grocery store
and we went all alone. Apparently we were feeling brave :) You just
slept which was great for me because the way I had your car seat in the
shopping cart would have definitely made things interesting if you needs
some TLC.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">12.1.11
You slept for a 4 hour stretch last night! Hello beauty sleep for mom! I
am so proud of you! We are making progress and that feels so good. Have
I told you how much I love you?</span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">12.2.11</span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">12.3.11
Daddy left to go to California with Grandpa to help move Grandma Rene
to Meridian. So it’s just you and me for the next 2 days. You got to
spend another evening with your Grandpa Jones while I went to a BSU
basketball game with Grandma, Great Grandma Cole and Uncle Andrew. It
was hard to leave you for the first time with someone other than Daddy
but you did great. Uncle Austin and Aunt Codi were there too. I’m pretty
sure they think you are just the greatest thing under 10 pounds. </span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"></span><br />
<span style="background-color: transparent; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">12.4.11
First sleepover! We ended up staying the night at Grandma and Grandpa’s
because we were both too tired and Mommy wasn’t ready for a night home
alone while Dad was gone. I think your grandparents were more thrilled
than ever. We had a pretty good night too considering we didn't’ really
plan for that. Later that evening we picked up Dad from the airport. You
and I met your Great Grandmother for the first time. She was just
tickled pink to meet you. Dad said when she was saying goodbye to
everyone in California she kept bragging about how she got to meet her
great grandson. She was excited to say the least. And when she held you
for the first time I don’t think she took her eyes off of you. </span><br />
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Grandma Rene moved into her new assisted living facility called Spring
Creek. We went over to visit tonight and she was ready as ever to hold
you again. It’s so fun to watch her watch you. She concentrates so hard
on every little feature like she is trying to memorize every little
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Lazy day for you and I. I tired to take some pictures with my new
camera but let’s just say I have a long ways to go before I will be
satisfied with my work. You, on the other hand are a great model. I love
to watch you sleep. You have officially decided you love to sleep with
your hands unrestrained and above your head. I call it the“field goal.”
And I just don’t know what I will do when you decide you don’t really
like your legs curled up so much. You like them almost as close as you
can get them to your chest. Like a little frog. All these details have
changed so much since you were born 4 weeks ago today and I love to see
how much you have grown. Yet it makes me sad it’s coming and going so
fast. I don’t want this you-and-me time we have together to end. </span><br />
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We have gone to see Grandma Rene everyday so far and I dare say you are
the real highlights our visits. She loves to hold you on her lap as
that seems to be the easiest for her. But you are getting SO strong! Not
only do you hold your head up most of the time but you almost push
yourself straight off of her lap by pushing against her stomach. You are
growing up so fast. You are one whole month old today and I don’t know
where all that time has gone. I wish things would just slow down. </span><br />
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<span id="internal-source-marker_0.4524756723549217" style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">With Thanksgiving right around the corner Adam and I have so much to be thankful for. I am most thankful for my son, Daxton James Doss who came into this world punching and kicking on November 8.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">It all started with Dr. Zakarian saying that I was probably going to have this baby within the week. I had been going in for non-stress tests each week at the hospital and then seeing Dr Zakarian for a biophysical profile each Friday morning since 28 weeks. This Friday was different. I was 37 weeks at this point and Dr Z was doing my routine ultrasound and going over the results of my NST from earlier that morning. I had been having contractions consistently about 3 minutes apart so she decided to check for dilation. You know just for the heck of it. I was dilated to 2 cm and about 80% effaced! You should have seen Adam’s face! His jaw dropped to the floor with shock- Happy birthday Babe :)</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">So we left the office with a little skip in our step and a little disbelief at the reality of what could come within a few short days. So that weekend we began the preparations to welcome this little boy into our hearts. I FINALLY packed my hospital bag, got the car seat installed and diaper bag assembled with everything he would need to come home… you know JUST IN CASE.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">So I went to work on Monday, had a normal day and felt fine. I could feel contractions all day, but for me that was normal. I had been having them and felt the same way for the last 9 weeks. No big deal. Adam kept checking on me throughout the day and was asking if I felt different or if I thought he was going to come soon. I kept saying no way, I feel fine. I’m not even to the uncomfortable phase of pregnancy yet. I haven’t even developed a waddle! This baby is NOT coming anytime soon.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">So that night Adam and I decided to get all our errands done- again JUST IN CASE. We picked up some more sweats, socks and last minute items as well as grabbed a Dominos pizza literally on the go. We sat and ate it in the parking lot for crying out loud! So as we meandered through the stores just enjoying our time I could feel the contractions building more each time. Just enough to make me stop walking and concentrate until they would pass but I wasn’t worried. This baby was not coming tonight; there was just no way.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">It’s now 8:30 pm. Got home, pulled in the garage and I grabbed the few bags at my feet and climbed out of the car. I took one step towards the garage door and then BAM! My water broke right then and there on the garage floor. I mean that thing broke! It was like someone poured a gallon of water down my legs. I started yelling, “Whoa, whoa, whoa!” And Adam panicked yelled back what’s wrong? I yelled back, “I think my water just broke.” And my dear sweet husband asked if I wasn’t sure I didn’t just wet my pants. “Oh no,” I said, “I’m sure!” I ran into the bathroom and Adam came in and started giggling because he realized his wife was serious. I looked like a little 2 year old who had wet their pants- they were soaked all the way to the cuffs of my jeans. That was the trigger button for Adam. He started to get really excited and super nervous and anxious at the same time. I called my mom needing expert advice and Adam disappeared. He was running around like a madman trying to get everything in order. And we were off the hospital.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">I felt sooo silly! My water just broke and other than having really inconsistent strong contractions I felt fine! The reality of the situation was slowly beginning to settle in. I called Dr Z as she had instructed me to do. She asked all the questions she needed to assess how far into labor I was and she thought she would see sometime around 10:00 am the next morning. So Adam and I were giggling and talking on the way. Neither of us could believe the reality of what was happening; it was game time. We were going to be parents in just a few hours!</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">9:00 pm. Upon arrival to the hospital I laughed as we parked the car because I looked over and realized that we were parked next to my parents! They had beat us to the hospital. As we were walking up to the entrance to St Alphonsus labor and delivery my cell phone rang. My mother was calling from the waiting room wondering where I was. Oh my goodness, makes you wonder if they are ready to be grandparents?</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">We all make our way in to L&D and as soon as I walk in I announce to all the nurses at the nurse’s station, “Either I peed my pants or my water broke!” They all got a good kick out of it. I just wanted to put it all out on the table :) The nurse took me into a room and I put on that lovely gown with all the holes in it. They hooked us both up to the monitor and checked us out. I was dilated to a 3 and 100% effaced. Adam asked the nurse if we got to stay. She kinda laughed and politely said, “Oh yeah, you’re staying.” And so we bunkered down and all the family started to arrive. The air was filled with excitement and anxiety. My room was full of people as my contractions started to really build. I got sick as my body was doing its best to cope with the pain and I could not stop shaking. My nerves were going crazy and I was having hot and cold flashes. Everyone started taking the hint that it was time to leave and things weren’t going to be happening anytime soon and so about 11:00 pm they trickled out with promises that they would get a call when it was “go time.”</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Adam and I were then left alone to take it all that was happening. I was getting scared at this point because I knew I could progress the labor. I just wasn’t sure if I was ready to. This was so new to me and I was afraid of how much more pain I was going to experience. But as Adam lovingly encouraged me to get out the bed walk, I did, in baby steps. I started pacing around the room and finally made it out to roam the hallways. We walked for about 20 minutes and then headed back to the room so my nurse (Meghan who was totally AMAZING!) could check my progress. She was shocked! I had jumped to a 6 in that 20 minute time span. Meghan got me a nausea medication that helped like crazy. I was not loving that part of the experience. It was then I knew this baby boy was coming sooner than later and I asked for an epidural.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">It took a half an hour from start to finish for the anesthesiologist to give me that sweet IV. Too bad my left side missed out- it only worked on my right side. He had put the extra long needle (glad I didn’t see it) in crooked. Were doing everything we could to correct that but to no avail. He said if we didn’t get it fixed that the only alternative was to start the process over. I thought he was crazy. It was so hard to hold still during those contractions! Between turning and rotating and positioning we were having no success on my left side. Meghan checked my progress again and holy smokes in another half hour I was at a 9! She left the room to call Dr Zakarian; it was officially“go time.”</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">Adam called our families to tell them he would be here soon and my mother came back into the delivery room. I wanted her to be a part of this experience and she was so elated to be there. Dr Z was at the hospital within 10 minutes of that phone call. She did one final check and I was at 10 cm and 100% effaced. “Time to push,” she said with a grin on her face. At that moment I knew there was no going back and as scared as I was if I was going to push I was going to give it everything I had. I did not want to be in labor pushing forever. I became so focused and determined to bring this baby into the world.</span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;"></span><br /><span style="background-color: transparent; color: black; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;">So as everyone was hustling and bustling about the room getting it all prepped for my baby I did my best to remain calm and focused despite the pain. I knew I needed a goal. I had been light hearted from the get go and I certainly did not want to change that now. I wanted this to be a sweet memory for all of us. My dr gave me instructions on how to push and with Adam at my side we were ready. I could feel the next contraction coming and when my dr gave me the signal I pushed and gave it everything I had. I tried to disregard how much it hurt and concentrate because my baby was all that mattered. I was doing this for him. And with much encouragement and three pushes later and my sweet boy entered the world at 2:17 am. He came out strong, punching and kicking. It was such a beautiful sound to hear his cry. He was in my arms seconds later and that was the best feeling in the whole wide world and completely indescribable. Time stopped. I was a mom. And in my arms was this perfect little boy who became my whole world. My life changed forever in that moment. I now understood how much love my parents had for me as I held my son for the first time. Life was perfect. There is no other way to describe it. It was so amazing to think that Adam and I would be with him for eternity. Our family was truly beginning and there was nothing sweeter than that.</span></div>
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Okay, really I am just super proud of myself for accomplishing my first sewing project ALONE- aka without my mom's amazing assistance because she is super awesome. Having said that, I did make the bumper set for the nursery with her help. So I decided to take the bull by the horns and use my birthday presents (cutting mat, rotary cutter and ruler) from Mr Adam and make the changing pad cover!<br />
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I know I am proud of myself like a preschooler who just wrote their name for the first time BUT check out my handiwork... </div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2216411504970043621.post-57164406562545463592011-09-10T22:39:00.003-06:002011-09-10T22:59:15.564-06:00Pregnancy<div style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">
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I love being pregnant. It has to be one of the most amazing experiences that as a woman I will ever get to experience my WHOLE <span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"></span>life. I can say that as of 29 weeks, I feel wonderful. Don't get me wrong we have had our share of complications, but as far as FEELING goes I couldn't be better. </div>
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We had some scares in beginning... When I was only 12 weeks along we had to rush to the ER at 4:00 in the morning. I had a subchorionic hemorrhage (SCH) and what the drs called a "threatened miscarriage." That was the scariest night for both Adam and I. We had a miscarriage last year so it was the worst feeling ever. I was on bed rest for a week but we were blessed and our little guy was just fine. </div>
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When I went in for my checkup after the ER we were told that on top of the SCH I also had placenta previa. So long story short and lots of medical terms later, I was put on restricted physical activity for the next 3 months.</div>
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Last month we finally hit a good stretch! I was doing great! The hemorrhage was gone, the previa took care of itself and I just had my glucose test to pass and I was on the downhill stretch. Well, not so fast... I failed my first 1 hour glucose test AND my second 3 hour glucose test. Thus, I have gestational diabetes. </div>
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The diabetes I must say was expected. Diabetes runs on both sides of my family and my mother had gestational for 3 out of her 5 pregnancies. So I knew it was coming and with that knowledge I also knew I could get through it. I would do whatever I needed to for this little boy growing inside me. He is dependent on me. How can I not?<br />
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So despite the insulin injections and restricted diet, I am a happy girl.
I have a wonderful husband who has been so good to me and helped me
through every step of the way. He is so excited and ready to be a
father. I couldn't have married a better man. He will be the BEST dad
ever. I mean the man draws football plays on my belly for his son to
learn! He has a little bit of learning to do but then again so do I. We
are excited to bring this sweet spirit into our home and give him more
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15 weeks</div>
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<span style="font-size: 100%;">We have 2 new additions in our home this year. Count them not 1, but 2!<br /><br />First is little Miss Lula. Her name comes from one of Adam's favorite places he served on his mission- Cholula.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: 100%;"><br />As much as I love her, don't let this cute little face fool you. She is a fireball! She will eat </span>ANYTHING<span style="font-size: 100%;">! And I mean just that. For example: collars, underwear, shoes, sandals (her favorite), books, baby gates, shirts, tables, baskets, iphone chargers, the list could </span><span style="font-size: 100%;">SERIOUSLY go on and on....<br /><br />But despite her annoyances I don't know what I would do without this little girl. She is my snuggle bug and comedy relief. She has become a part of the family and it just wouldn't be the same without her.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: 100%;"><br />The second addition is very exciting. </span>WE ARE EXPECTING!<span style="font-size: 100%;"></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: 100%;"><br />Adam and I are having a little boy and he should join our family right around Thanksgiving this year. That is actually his due date, November 24th. Everyone is just a </span>LITTLE <span style="font-size: 100%;">excited. He will be the first grandchild on BOTH sides of the family.<br /><br />Here are some of his first ultrasound pictures: good luck trying to figure them out :)</span><br />
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